mousme: A picture of Darth Vader, captioned My Fandom Destroys Planets. (My Fandom Destroys Planets)
Not in the sense of fewer daylight hours, but rather in the sense of "this was a very long day." I'm so flipping tired.

I was up at 5:30 in order to be up and dressed and with everything sorted out so I could go to U-Haul and get the van I reserved to bring garbage to the dump. I had actually reserved a pick-up truck, but it turns out U-Haul doesn't have those in Ottawa anymore. So instead I was given a van, and that actually turned out to be something of a blessing in disguise, since I'm not sure the pick-up truck would have had enough room in the bed for everything I tossed in there.

There was so. much. garbage, friends. I tossed a ton of KK's junk (mostly broken shit from her past two or possibly three cars that she apparently just tossed in the garage rather than throwing out), and a bunch of stuff that had just been sitting in the basement for a remarkably long time, plus two broken office chairs that KK has been hanging onto this entire time. I drove to the local dump, got the van weighed, tossed everything into the container that was there, and was paid up and out of there all inside of about twenty minutes. I was actually really impressed with how efficient it all was.

KK and H surprised me by actually showing up to the house at 10:00. KK had said in a message the night before that they'd aim for 9:00, so I wasn't expecting them until the afternoon, but they showed up a lot earlier than I thought! H was actually pretty great and helped KK pack up about 90% of the books in the cat room as well as breaking down the mini greenhouse full of dead plants KK had in there. They managed to get most of it done while I was cleaning out part of the basement and then dragging stuff to the dump. 

I am not entirely sure what bug crawled up KK's butt today, but she was snide and snippy to me both verbally and via Signal messages all day, accusing me of "rushing" to get out of the house, among other things. I don't know if she's feeling self-conscious because her friend is visiting and suddenly thinks I am making her look bad (this has happened to me with friends in the past, where I am acceptable as long as I am not in public view of others), or if she was just having an off day, but if she continues to be like that tomorrow I am going to have to talk to her about it. I am not here to be anyone's verbal punching bag anymore. I've had that in enough relationships, thank you.

We took the dogs and H to the new house in the late afternoon and evening, and the dogs had an absolute blast zooming around the property again while I got eaten alive by mosquitoes. I also spotted a black and white cat prowling around the property, and I'm really hoping that it's a barn cat from the farm next door and that the previous owners didn't abandon their cat on the property. If they have we'll take the poor thing in, of course, but I really hope that's not the case. 

KK and H drove to Rockin' Rhonda's diner, which is about 15 minutes away. It's a 50s-themed diner that's right across the street from another house on which we made an offer last year, and we were pretty sad that we didn't get that house because the diner has really good food. They have garlic bread that is absolutely to die for, it's so good. Once we were stuffed full of food I loaded up all the dogs in my car again, came home, got them fed and medicated and crated as needed, and now all that's left is to send out the announcements for Quaker Meeting tomorrow and prepare to be the online greeter. It's already very late, so I need to get right on that.

Catch you on the flip side, friends!
mousme: A text icon, white text on green, that reads Zathras trained in crisis management (Crisis Management)
 We got the house! *giddy dancing*

Today has been an absolute tidal wave of documents to sign: the waiver for the conditions, the representation agreement for my real estate agent (because our old one expired--oops!), a couple of minor counter-offers from the sellers about the exact closing date and a request to keep their loft beds, which I gladly accepted. I then had to contact one of the lawyers recommended by my real estate agent, and I will have to pay out a truly staggering amount of money for that particular service (as well as land transfer fees and the like).

I am very excited!

I also immediately began panicking about how much packing there is to do before we move. The new closing date, instead of being June 4th, is now May 26th. That means we have exactly six weeks and four days to pack up this nightmare of a hoarders' house before then. Of course we won't be moving on the closing date itself, but since that week is my week off from work it only makes sense to move sometime during that week so that I don't have to take extra time off work to make it happen.

Right now I'm in the initial planning stages of the packing. Mostly my concern is that I have nowhere in this house to use as a staging area for boxes the way I normally do, because there's just no room anywhere anymore. Previously I would have used the living room, but KK will likely not put up with that sort of thing for six weeks, so I'll have to come up with something else. I don't really want to use the basement, which is already kind of full, and it means navigating the stairs with a lot of boxes, both taking them down and then bringing them back up, because I can all but guarantee that movers won't want to navigate my death stairs any more than absolutely necessary, but I think it may end up being my best bet.

I want to break the house down into "zones" that I will give myself a certain number of days each to pack up, and hope I'm not woefully underestimating the amount of time it will take to pack everything. I know for instance that the kitchen is going to take much longer to pack up than I anticipate, because that's what ALWAYS happens when I pack up a kitchen. There are too many small bits and bobs, and wrapping up fragile plates and cups is fiddly and time consuming, so I need to give myself at least a week to pack that up. The basement and the garage are currently nightmares (especially the garage, oh God), but I might do as I've done in the past and rent a small U-Haul van and move a bunch of the gardening tools and other things that aren't as easy to pack into boxes myself.

Okay, all that stress has tired me out. :P Time for bed. Catch you on the flip side, friends!
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The appraisal company steadfastly refused to communicate with anyone at all today including my mortgage person. The sellers have graciously allowed for a one-day extension. I am both stressed out and livid at the lack of professionalism displayed here, and when this process is over they will receive a scathing review from me.

There is nothing I can do right now except wait. I have looked them up, however, and found a phone number, and I plan to follow up with them tomorrow repeatedly until they give me what I want just to get rid of me as an excruciatingly polite nuisance caller. I excel at petty-but-polite phone calls, and am fully willing to bring my A game to them tomorrow if they continue to fuck around with me.

Tomorrow I will be driving KK to and from work (I often do this on my days off because it saves her from having to walk the full distance from the parking garage to her building, and makes a big difference to her pain levels on her in-office days), and then I plan to continue tidying and de-cluttering the house. The professional organizer has given me a bit of momentum, so I am going to try to capitalize on that. Even if we end up not moving, doing a significant declutter and tidy will go a long way to helping me keep what's left of my sanity.

I wish I had more exciting news for today, but here we are. Catch you on the flip side, friends!
mousme: A picture of Wol from Winnie the Pooh, holding a note that reads "Gon Out. Backson. Bizy. Backson." (Back Soon)
You're getting another really short update, because it's nearly midnight and I desperately need sleep. It's been a long day.

For ONCE the house inspection went really well. There are some minor issues with the house that will have to be addressed over time, but nothing that can't be handled and nothing that looks like it will cost an arm and a leg. The garage is actually an old barn that's in rough shape, and it's still structurally more or less okay but will likely have to be torn down in a few years.

I drove to Montreal after the home inspection with KK (who came for moral support, bless her) and got my father to sign the paperwork I needed, and we figured out how to get a PDF of the account statement. I really hope the mortgage company fucking well accepts it now, even if it's slightly different than what they asked for, because what they asked for doesn't exist.

My parents were actually out when we arrived in Montreal, so since we had a couple of hours to kill we went to see the new Minecraft movie on a whim. It was cute, fun at times, but not particularly good, and not even Jack Black and Jason Momoa chewing up the scenery could save it. I recognized the younger actress from The Good Girl's Guide to Murder, which was fun. I really enjoyed that show.

I have now signed a modification to the house offer so that the owners will fix a small but important issue with the furnace, sent the payment to the home inspector, and sent the latest round of paperwork to my mortgage person. I also checked on the quail to change out their water (they are filthy things who like to sit in their water dishes) and added food tonight since they'd gone through it all since I gave it to them last night. Tomorrow morning I'll be going to a local feed store to get more quail-appropriate food, since chicken layer feed doesn't have quite enough protein in it for quail.

One day I will have a bit more time to come back and update in detail, but today is not that day.

Catch you on the flip side, friends!
mousme: The face of a green woman forest deity against a black background (Green Woman)
I'm still exhausted. Today was the last day of working with the professional organizer. It went well and I have no regrets, but I still have a lot of work left to do to clear out and give away some of what we decluttered. The kitchen is in much better shape than before: I moved a shelving unit into the small space that serves as KK's office and leads into the living room and replaced it with a smaller shelving unit that was already in the kitchen and a small cart on wheels, so now the kitchen feels far more open, and there is in fact a bit more room to work with. The living room does look as though seven or eight tornadoes have gone through it, however, as it's full of all of the piles for donation and discarding. Oops. Oh well. Omelet, eggs, etc.

My mortgage financing is conditionally approved, although I have to jump through fourteen thousand flaming hoops to prove that the money I have in my bank account is actually mine, and there has to be a "desktop appraisal" of the property in case the amount I offered for it is higher than what the mortgage lender thinks it's worth. Uuuugh, why are finances so complicated and stressful?

I have scheduled a house inspection on Sunday morning with an inspector I haven't worked with before. My usual guy, Mike Courtemanche, was unavailable to work with me because this is the busiest time of year. The new guy comes recommended by my real estate agent as well, so I'm sure he'll be good too. 

Tomorrow I'm heading to the Alfred bird auction (although I won't get getting quail now that there's a strong possibility I'll be moving in just two months), where I shall hang out with my newish friend Val (we've been friends for about five years now) and later I shall head further out in order to spend some time with Dylan and Sarah on their farm. I have some plans to bring disinfectable footwear with me so that I don't accidentally track bird flu onto their farm just in case any of the auction birds have it, or some other horrible avian disease that will affect their poultry.

I have fallen asleep three times at my keyboard trying to finish this, so it's time to call it a night. I have to leave around 6:30 to get to the auction on time, so a full night of sleep is definitely in order.

Catch you on the flip side, friends!
mousme: A picture of Wol from Winnie the Pooh, holding a note that reads "Gon Out. Backson. Bizy. Backson." (Back Soon)
I cannot keep my eyes open. Today was the big push in with the professional organizer, in which we moved around all the furniture to make space in the kitchen, and it turned out that my idea was a good one. There is a lot more space in there now, even though we're not finished and won't be until tomorrow afternoon. My body is protesting HARD and reminding me that sure, round might be a shape, but it's not necessarily the most advantageous shape for doing consistent physical labour. I was up and down the stairs a lot today and on my knees a fair bit scrubbing the baseboards after moving the furniture around. It's honestly amazing how much grime builds up over time behind furniture. Right now almost every part of me is either sore or throbbing or both.

In house hunting news, it's a busy time of year for real estate, so there's a lot of scrambling to find a house inspector (my usual guy, Mike, is unfortunately not available) and to get my mortgage approved. I need extra paperwork for arcane real estate reasons, mostly to prove that I'm not a criminal mastermind shoddily laundering money through this random real estate purchase or something. It's all extremely bureaucratic and annoying, and extra stressful because I only have until Tuesday to get it all together. 

If the house does become a reality, the next 60 days are going to be incredibly busy. I will have to find movers and pack up the house. I will leave KK to pack up her room and her office stuff, but I think packing up the rest of the house will mostly default to me because I am the more able-bodied of the two of us. Like, last night KK asked me to bring up a sofa cover from the basement, so I did, thinking she was going to replace the old one, but no, tonight she asked me why I hadn't done it. (The answer is because I didn't have time between cooking dinner last night, driving her to work this morning, working with the professional organizer until 1pm, dealing with mortgage things afterward, and finally going to pick her up at work before starting dinner again.) She seemed super puzzled that I somehow hadn't had time to do it, even though she napped on the sofa the entire time I was preparing dinner. Anyway, it got done and we're none the worse for it, but I will admit I was a bit snippy about it. Now, it's theoretically not KK's problem that I have decided to reorganize the kitchen and have therefore been extra busy and tired, but also she's never expected me to change the sofa cover for her when she's capable of doing it herself.
I have nodded off three times writing even this. I will come back tomorrow with a hopefully longer update. Good night, friends!
mousme: A picture of Wol from Winnie the Pooh, holding a note that reads "Gon Out. Backson. Bizy. Backson." (Back Soon)
 I am very glad that everyone in my various circles decided to opt out of April Fool's jokes today. It just doesn't seem like the right time for that, when everything is so raw.

I am absolutely knackered, so this is going to be a short post. I slept badly (trying to flip from night shifts back to a day schedule is hard), then cleaned the kitchen and took out the recycling before Brittany, the professional organizer got here. We got through about 3/4 of the kitchen cabinets, but the biggest challenge still lies ahead of us. Still, we have three days left together, so I am cautiously optimistic that we can get it all done.

I've put in another offer on a house. The listing is honestly too good to be true, so I assume I will be massively outbid on it, but it would be a lovely house to live in, complete with four acres and a pond. I have no idea why it's on sale for so little, it makes no sense.

Anyway, given the general lack of sleep and the very busy day, I am heading directly to bed and sleep. Catch you on the flip side, friends!

Randomalia

Mar. 30th, 2025 02:37 am
mousme: A text icon in pale blue that reads Winter is Coming (Winter is Coming)
I am nearly done. Creeping up on halfway through tonight’s night shift (and by the time I finish this post it may be past that time, depending on how often I get interrupted for work).
  
I had a semi-productive day. KK asked me Friday night to help her move furniture when I got home so that we could launch the Roomba in the living room. Now, moving furniture after a night shift is not my first choice, but if KK is in the mood for cleaning, I am the last person to say no. So, when I got home, I cleared out the entire living room (except for the ottoman, because it’s big enough that it would block off too much of the downstairs before KK could come down with the dogs) and gave the floor a preliminary sweep. The Roomba is great, but it cannot compete with the dust capybaras in our house (they are too big to qualify as dust bunnies) since we hadn’t let it do its thing in a couple of weeks. I’m thinking of naming it Pete (the king of the rumba beat!), but I’m not fully sold on that name yet.
 
I also invested in a body pillow in the hopes that it will help with the eventual CPAP (I’m a side sleeper and I am a little concerned about the mask not fitting right) and also with the lower back pain that insists on coming and going. If I want to get my community garden plot set up right and not wreck my back the way I did last year, I’m going to have to be extra careful about managing it. I should look up my old physio exercises and start doing those again (blech), and maybe I’ll even set up some appointments to get a jump on this. Last year I hurt my back so badly that I was out of commission for weeks, and the entire garden plot went to hell in a handbasket. This year I would like it to be different. Anyway, the body pillow is less amazing than I was hoping for, but it might just need some extra getting used to.
 
In other news, my real estate agent has sent us a listing that checks off some of our boxes. It doesn’t have much land, and the neighbours are very close, but the house itself looks like it could fit us, it has some nice looking out buildings and is at a pretty reasonable distance from Ottawa. It would require some downsizing, for sure, but I think it could be workable. I’ll know for sure once we’ve had a chance to see it, which will be on Monday after KK is done with work. Originally, we were going to go tomorrow, but there’s an actual ice storm predicted for tomorrow, so the real estate agent rescheduled us for Monday.
 
I’m a little concerned about the ice storm, actually. There have been multiple severe weather alerts about it. For one, I am not thrilled at the idea of having to drive to and from work in that kind of weather. For another, I don’t currently have gas for the generator in the garage. I had gas stored but the ADHD struck and I kind of forgot about it, so now it’s too old to use safely. It would just gunk up the mechanism. So, if the power does go out I’ll need to buy a new container from Canadian Tire and fill it up that way, and I’m a little concerned that most of the people around here will be thinking along the same lines. For all my attempts at preparedness, I am apparently kind of unprepared for this current storm.
 
*sigh*
 
I need to get back into the swing of things, preparedness-wise. I have to fill the water containers in the basement and acquire more containers. My original plan was to have at least two weeks’ worth of emergency supplies: food, water, and basic energy. In terms of water storage, the rule of thumb is to have four litres of water per person per day, and then of course you have to take into account the pets. I had to do some math because the amount of water per day per pets is done in ounces per pound of body weight and came up with a total of three litres of water for all of the mammals in the house. The frogs also need distilled water, but we actually have a fair bit of that already stored up for them, and they go through less than a litre a week, so I’m not too worried about their water needs. So basically, we need a minimum of 11 litres of water per day, which is a little over half of each container that I’ve bought. I currently have four containers, so that would mean we’d have enough potable water for seven days, eight if we ration a little bit. In order to have at least two weeks’ worth of potable water I need three to four more containers, which is totally doable, albeit on the expensive side. Ideally, I would have enough water to last even longer than that, but two weeks’ worth seems like a good start.
 
The other thing I’ve been slacking on is figuring out shelf-stable emergency food supplies. The thing about stocking up on food is that you have to make sure that you will actually be able to eat whatever you’re stocking up on. As an example, I bought some canned chicken a while back, and it turns out the texture is super disgusting. This is what makes me laugh about the supposedly “hardcore” preppers: here they are buying 20 kilos of dried beans or nuts with no thought as to whether they or their family even LIKE beans or know how to cook them in a way that won’t make them want to slit their wrists after a week or two of eating the same thing over and over. Like, sure, you can stuff your bomb shelter full of canned beans and MREs, but then that’s all you’re going to be eating forever. Often enough these people also don’t know that they should be rotating through their food supply.
 
There’s also the question of how to cook it if you have no electricity. Back when I had a gas stove (God, I miss living in my old house, even if the landlady was crazy) this wasn’t an issue, but my current stove is electric. I did acquire a thermos shuttle chef a couple of years ago, so I should definitely practice making food in it so that I’m not caught off-guard when the power goes off. It’s actually pretty clever as a concept: you put food in it, bring it to a boil over a heat source, then place it in a larger “sleeve” for several hours, and it cooks the food over that time without using extra energy. It’s mostly good for things like stews, especially ones that incorporate a starch, like rice or noodles. KK isn’t a hue fan of stews due to the varying texture of the contents, but she can tolerate them reasonably well, and I know that in an emergency when we have no electricity, she’d be okay with that as a form of nourishment, which is encouraging.
 
I still have a lot of concerns about how to shelter in place if there’s a long-term power outage or a larger emergency that’s also accompanied by a power outage. My main concern is the dart frogs. They require controlled temperatures (between 18 and 25 degrees Celsius) and are pretty delicate, so anything outside those temperatures can kill them. They’re also pretty hard to transport, so if we have to evacuate, I will be facing a similar problem. At least at home I can keep them in their vivarium, but in the winter they could easily freeze and in the summer they could just as easily boil to death when the temperatures reach extremes. 
 
I do need to invest in a few more shelf-stable food items, particularly peanut butter and maybe crackers or melba toast or something. Bread isn’t shelf-stable, but I can probably get away with making a flatbread of some kind if I have a heat source for cooking. I probably wouldn’t have enough heat to bake a loaf of bread, but I can at least generate enough to make flatbread. I tried making tortillas a couple of years ago and they didn’t turn out especially well, but I could definitely practice that skill.  I’ve been meaning to practice more skills on a regular basis, but the no-longer-mystery tired has been keeping me in a vicious cycle of doing the bare minimum, collapsing from exhaustion while everything piles up, then trying to do more, exhausting myself more, and then being exhausted while watching everything pile up even more. Meow. Anyway, I am cautiously hopeful that if the CPAP works, I will finally be able to catch up on all the stuff I have been letting get out of hand all around me without constantly feeling like I want to crawl into bed for the next thousand years.
 
All right. Time to wrap up my musings and dive back into the books I brought with me. I got interrupted a fair bit on this post, so now I am pas the halfway mark of this shift. Four hours and forty-five minutes left until I’m done for the day. I am really looking forward to this week being over. For one, I’d really like to get some sleep, and for two, I am excited about the professional organizer coming over to fix my kitchen! Anyway, I shall now dive into The Care Manifesto until either more work comes in or it’s time to go home. If I finish it I still have two other books, including a new Mediterranean Diet air fryer cookbook which I hope will provide some inspiration.
 
Catch you on the flip side, friends!
mousme: A picture of the muppet Forgetful Jones from Sesame Street (Forgetful Jones)
 It's the first night shift of the week, so I haven't yet descended into the usual madness of trying to revamp my entire life and making plans to become a whole new person by next Monday morning. Night shifts do that to me every time without fail, but usually the urge to create new calendars and to-do lists and coloured charts doesn't strike until a few nights in. We'll see how long I last this time. I might go a little longer this time because I have the professional organizer coming starting next Tuesday, so that might already serve to scratch the itch since re-organizing my whole kitchen does kind of have a similar feeling to re-organizing my whole life.

I really hope that we can get the kitchen into a properly functional state. Trying to cook in there is making my soul shrivel these days. All of my cupboards are topsy-turvy, I have almost no floor space, no counter space, and I can't stand directly in front of the stove because of the storage rack thing I put in because I couldn't figure out how to use the space well enough to store all of my kitchen equipment. So, yeah, we have four days of four hours each to get the kitchen whipped into shape. I would love to be able to just open my cupboards and grab what I need without things constantly falling over or on top of my head. Part of it is an organization problem, but mostly it's a clutter problem, and that is why I am paying the professional organizer the big bucks. Although to be fair, for almost an entire week of work she won't exactly be making a killing after taxes. I think her hourly wage comes to more than mine, but I don't know that I'd be chomping at the bit to do her job.

I've got two hours or so until I can go home. Today is the only day before Friday when I'll be able to get a decent amount of sleep. Tomorrow I have an appointment (virtual, thank goodness) with the dietitian from the bariatric clinic at 8:30am, and then I got roped into a separate meeting with two members of Ministry & Counsel at 14:30, which means I'm going to get about two hours of sleep at best between those two meetings. I might be able to get away with going back to bed after that, but I'm not super optimistic. Then on Thursday I have a follow-up appointment with the naturopath (also virtual, thank goodness), so that means I won't get much sleep then either. I hate scheduling things during my night shifts, but in all these cases I had very little say about the timing. Blargh.

And, of course, somewhere in all that I have to get over my weird psychological block and get my seeds started for the garden this year. I'm reluctant to sacrifice my sleep today, but maybe if I leave KK to fend for herself for dinner I can sleep late and then start the seeds between the time I wake up and the time I need to leave. 

In unrelated news, I've been watching Chicago Med in my spare time, partly because I do like medical dramas (I was an early adopter when ER came on the air in the 90s and have never looked back), and it's not exactly good, but I can't seem to stop watching it because it's like a train wreck. There isn't a single character in this show with an ounce of moral fibre, and they all seem to spend their time making terrible, selfish, impulsive decisions based on their whims, often at the expense of their patients. All of these people are walking disasters who need multiple years of therapy and have no idea how to communicate. Chicago Med differs from most medical dramas that I've watched by having a pretty strong emphasis on emergency psychiatry, and one of the main characters is Dr. Daniel Charles, head of the psych department.

Now, I honestly don't know many heads of psychiatry who routinely hang out in the emergency room (Dr. Charles lurks around corners and observes patients), but apparently for the purposes of the show he does just that. That, and conduct wildly unethical "experiments" on patients and colleagues alike (giving out placebos to patients to "test" whether their problems are medical, lying to coworkers about the status of patients, egregiously violating his daughter's explicitly set boundaries, etc..). He's a weirdly likable character, mostly because Oliver Platt is a gem and plays him as an affable, cardigan-wearing father type with a penchant for collecting autistic-coded young women to be his protégées. I do understand that the show has to come up with drama because real life medicine doesn't make for good television, but if this were real life none of these people would still have their medical licenses.

Anyway, I think that's enough talking about television. It's just this weird little micro-obsession with a TV show. Definitely not enough to want to join the fandom or anything, but enough that I want to keep watching, apparently, in spite of the fact that the show is ridiculous in the extreme.

Okay. Time to wrap this up. Catch you on the flip side, friends!
mousme: A picture of the muppet Forgetful Jones from Sesame Street (Forgetful Jones)
My brain desperately wants to start new projects! WHAT IF WE LEARNED WATERCOLOUR?!? Of course, it's conveniently ignoring that last month we wanted to learn embroidery and the month before how to crochet and make socks. I still want to do all that, of course, but I haven't gotten around to it, and now my brain is all SHINY NEW PROJECT, IGNORE THOSE OTHER THINGS FOR WHICH YOU HAVE SUPPLIES!

Uuuugh.

Honestly, my brain is exhausting sometimes. 

I also need to get my act together and get things done around the house. Things need to be cleaned, and I need to start all my vegetables and maybe reorganize the basement to be more functional. I don't know if my brain will let me do any of it, but I need to at least try. If I can get up early enough tomorrow I'm going to go to Costco because we're almost out of eggs. I don't know how long we're going to be spared the egg crisis that's happening in the US currently, but I'm going to take advantage of the eggs while I can. I've been watching the price of eggs creep up over the years, and I can't say I'm enjoying it. Three years ago I could get a box of 30 eggs for $6.50 and the last time I went to Costco they were $8.99. It's still cheaper than at most grocery stores, although every so often Shopper's Drug Mart has a sale which I take advantage of. I can't fit the boxes of 30 eggs in my fridge but I use the cartons from the other eggs to redistribute them into more fridge-compatible sizes.

Speaking of the fridge, I need to figure out why it's been freezing all the food I place at the back. It's done a number on some of my vegetables, and I can't really afford to lose my produce like that. I should probably tell my property management folks about it, but that means letting more people into the house, and I really hate that. They already invade my home far more than I enjoy, but I suppose needs must. My dishwasher also probably needs to be serviced since it's been eight years since I moved in, and it no longer washes the dishes about 25% of the time. Everything breaks down over time, I guess. If I were handier (or braver) I might be able to do it myself. Maybe I'll give cleaning out the dishwasher filter a shot, gather all my courage and a bunch of tools and see what I can do about that.

Being a responsible adult is a lot less great than you're led to expect as a kid, let me tell you. :P

In the meantime, I picked up two more books at the library today: The Care Manifesto: The Politics of Interdependence, and Freedom Is a Constant Struggle: Ferguson, Palestine, and the Foundations of a Movement. I was a little worried when I put a hold on them that I wouldn't be able to read them in time, but they are both mercifully quite compact, so maybe my brain will cooperate with me and let me read them before I have to bring them back. I'm trying to build up a library of books that will help me with mutual aid and community building, both on a practical and theoretical level. So far my local library has been a little hit-and-miss with what books are even available, but I don't want to buy books before I know they'll be useful.

Okay, my shift is coming to a close. Time to pack it in. Catch you on the flip side, friends!
mousme: A turquoise twenty-sided die that has landed on "1." The caption reads: "Shit." (Natural One)
 I exaggerate a bit for effect, obviously. But nonetheless, the instructions feel very mean, because I am not supposed to spend more than seven hours in bed the night before my sleep study (which is tonight), and that is GROSS, especially for a Saturday morning, when I usually get to sleep in and compensate for the fact that I'm constantly tired and sleep deprived. That means at best six hours of sleep, which makes me so sad to think about. I am going to be dragging all day tomorrow.

They say it's to ensure I sleep during the study, and all I can say is, it better fucking work! If I get there and can't sleep after forcing myself to not sleep for as long as I want to, I shall be annoyed.

I'm still excited for the sleep study, though, not gonna lie. I really, REALLY want to know if that's the reason I'm an unmotivated zombie most of the time.

In other news, I had a reasonably productive day today. I got up at 2:15 to watch the eclipse, and it was SUPER COOL. One of my neighbours also came out to view it, and we shared an amicable greeting and then just watched the eclipse in silence. It was pretty chilly, so I didn't stay outside for the full half hour that the moon was fully covered, but it was still pretty awesome.

I did kind of pay for my nerdiness, though. I was cold and wide awake until nearly 4:30, so I overslept until nearly 8:00 after that. I did make yoghurt in the Instant Pot that seems to be turning out okay. I will know for sure tomorrow morning when I taste it. It will be plain and unsweetened, so I'm sure it'll be a little on the tangy side, but that's what sugar and flavouring is for. If it works I am pretty excited about being able to make our own yoghurt at home. It's not much cheaper than just buying yoghurt, to be fair, but it's kind of cool to be able to do it.

I also went to see my doctor and got my blood test requisition, and I picked up my new worm friends who are now nicely settled in their new worm home. They already have a selection of delectable chopped up remnants of Brussels sprouts to nom, so hopefully that will keep them happy for now. I also harvested a second crop of Lion's Mane mushrooms from my grow kit. The pink oysters didn't fare well this time, and I think it's because I didn't harvest them properly last time. I think I did a better job this time around, so hopefully I'll get a good third crop out of them both. Oh, and I picked up a can of tripe for the dogs at Pet Valu, in the hopes that I can use that to replace the probiotics in their food (which is, alas, an American product).

I didn't get my seedlings started, because I opted for a nap instead, and then made dinner for me and KK. The dogs lost their ever-loving minds over the tripe, so as long as it doesn't mess up their digestion I will see if it's financially worth switching over to that more long term. It costs about $6.50 for a large-ish can, but the probiotics they dogs get currently cost about $90 a month, so as long as I'm using less than 13 cans a month, it will end up being a savings for us.

Speaking of savings, KK has signed us up (with my permission) for new home and car insurance, which will save me about $30 a month and her considerably more. She wasn't planning to change, but she missed too many payments for her previous insurance provider and they cancelled her coverage. She hasn't been refused coverage for the new place, luckily, and since it will now come out automatically from the joint account it should be fine. I'm a little concerned about her finances, but I'm not her mother, and as long as she pays into the joint account on time I don't really have anything to say about it. If we get another month of her not being able to pay rent, however, we're going to have a Come to Jesus talk about paying rent before buying cool new crafting supplies.

Okay. It's nearly time for sleep. My current plan is to have lights out at midnight so that I can get up around 7:00, because getting up earlier just sounds rude at this point. See you on the flip side, friends!
mousme: Two open books, one lying on top of the other at an angle (Books)
 I know, I am a broken record. I regret nothing!

I will say that after multiple nights of going to bed early, including last night when I managed to get to sleep at 8:30pm, this morning I found it marginally easier to drag my carcass out of bed and face the day. I was just as tired for the rest of the day, but I was filled with less loathing at the thought of getting up and doing things upon waking, and I didn't hit the snooze button at all, which may honestly be a minor miracle.

It's 8:30 now, so I obviously won't be getting to bed quite as early tonight, but I also don't need to get up as early tomorrow since I don't have to be at work at 7:30am. I am still planning on getting up early-ish tomorrow because I want to try making yoghurt in my Instant Pot, and it's a lengthy process. Luckily I don't have to be around for most of that process, but I do have to be around at the beginning to get things going, and I want to make sure that I don't have to stay up late to put said yoghurt away once it's done, supposing it's edible.

The rest of my plans for tomorrow remain unchanged. Pick up my new red wriggler friends, go see my doctor to request a blood test, and then come home and dive into garden things.

KK is working from home tomorrow, so I'm going to have to get over all the weird feelings I have about Doing Things(TM) when she's around. Somehow having her home makes me feel incredibly awkward about trying to do things like clean the house or organize things or even do a bunch of cooking.

Also! There is a full blood moon eclipse tonight! It's very exciting. Unfortunately it will be at its peak at 2:26 tomorrow morning, but since we won't have another full eclipse until 2029 I have set an alarm so I can go take a look. I don't know if I will be able to drag myself out of bed at that hour, but I will at least give myself the opportunity. I got to watch the solar eclipse last year, which was super cool, and I'd like to watch the lunar eclipse as well.

Okay, time for bed so the odds will be more in favour of my not missing the eclipse. Catch you on the flip side!
mousme: A text icon in pale blue that reads Winter is Coming (Winter is Coming)
I cannot promise that the whingeing about being tired will end anytime soon.

I am counting the days until my sleep study (three more sleeps!), but of course even then I won't get answers right away. I'm still happy it's happening, and I'm planning to ask how quickly they typically have the results of a sleep study in the hopes that it's a relatively quick process. I have been told that even if it turns out I do need a CPAP machine, I get a "loaner" machine for a month so they can figure out all the correct settings and whatnot (don't ask me for specifics, I don't fully understand it yet), and then the loaner machine gets taken away and I have to wait an unspecified number of months before I get a permanent machine of my very own, all of which sounds sucky. I would just like to get a machine and be on my way, thank you, but alas, that's not the world we live in. On the other hand, I am really hopeful that this will be the determining factor in why I'm so goddamned tired all the time. It would be ideal if I could get the Mystery Tired sorted out before the summer so that I can really take advantage of the nice weather and not drag my sorry ass around like a partially deflated balloon.

In the interim, my brain keeps writing cheques that my body can't cash. There are so many things I want to do, but have no energy to even get started on, not to mention no brainpower or willpower either. If I were to write a list of all the things I want to do and learn, people would probably laugh at me, but I do honestly kind of want to be a Jack of All Trades with a lot of practical skills, like sewing and crocheting and making soap and woodworking and stuff. I should probably make a complete list of all those things and maybe break them down into categories by how feasible they are from a realistic standpoint. It would be an interesting exercise, for sure.

I got in touch with the person I've been jokingly referring to as my worm dealer. The red wrigglers I got from her a few weeks ago are doing well, so I decided to get them some friends in the hopes that they will all reproduce a little faster and produce more castings. I was a little worried at first because I kept finding worms climbing the sides of my bin, but a bit of research revealed that it's normal for just a couple of worms to do that in search of condensation. There was quite a lot of condensation in the bin at the time, and when I got the humidity a bit more balanced they stopped doing it. Apparently you only need to worry if either all of your worms are trying to escape, or if they're all huddled together in one spot, since that means the conditions are poor, but so far that doesn't appear to be the case. The worms have been happily worming, and I've given them more than enough food to keep them happy for now. That being said, I am still happy with my decision to get them some worm friends to speed things up a bit.

I'm meant to go pick up my new worm friends on Friday, and since I also have doctor's appointment that day, that will significantly cut into my time. My original plan was to get my seeds started, and I am still going to give it the old college try, with some spillover into Saturday if needs be. I am a little annoyed about the doctor's visit, because it takes me nearly an hour to drive there and then an hour to drive back, and my appointment is for literally fifteen minutes, and I doubt I will spend more than five minutes in there because I'm only going in order to request blood work for my A1C at the request of the bariatric clinic. This could easily be a phone call or an online appointment, but noooo, I have to waste nearly three hours of my time (travel time, wait time, appointment time, and the time it takes me to deal with all my winter gear) for it. Blargh.

However, if all goes well I should still have a fair bit of time in the afternoon. The plan is to pick up the worms on my way to the doctor's appointment, then head directly home after that, which will get me home by about 1pm. If I play my cards right and don't let inertia get the better of me (the trick is to not sit down, ever, because then I immediately realize how tired I am and don't want to get up again), then I can have a quick lunch and immediately head to the basement to get my seeds started. I do still have to set up all my grow lights, but I'm cautiously optimistic that that won't take more than an hour or so, which leaves me with several hours to plant some seeds before I have to start making dinner. 

I've kind of been slacking in the meal planning department, too. I had gotten into the habit of planning dinner the week before, and that really came in handy for cutting down on grocery spending and more importantly saving me time and stress about trying to figure out what the fuck's for dinner every single night. I've also been meaning to create a full inventory of what's in all the various freezers, too. I have a decent idea, but there are things that I keep forgetting about that I really need to get around to cooking, especially stuff that's in the largest chest freezer in the garage. I have to dig out the sheets with QR code stickers that I got a while back with a view to making an attempt at getting more organized. That never materialized mostly because I keep running out of energy to do anything besides barely exist. 

Okay. I have one hour left before my workday is over and things are picking up. See you on the flip side, friends!
mousme: A picture of the muppet Forgetful Jones from Sesame Street (Forgetful Jones)
 There are lots of conflicting origin stories about Daylight Savings Time, but the one thing I know for sure is that it is hot flaming garbage and should be fired into the sun with extreme prejudice.

I got to bed later than I wanted, and then an hour of sleep was cruelly torn away from me, so now I am grumpy. I managed not to let the grumpinesss affect me too much during Meeting and Meeting for Business, but that's also mostly because I just kept my mouth shut for the most part. Meeting for Business went okay, even if the person clerking seemed to be a little abrasive to me. I'm pretty sure the abrasiveness is mostly all in the eye of the beholder (i.e. me).

I've been trying not to nod off for the past hour, so I think I'll call it a night and go to bed really soon. I had a pretty productive day. I got a load of laundry done, and KK and I moved the furniture so the Roomba could do its thing, and we played both The Princess Bride and Willow back to back as a sort of comfort watch/double feature.

I keep nearly falling asleep and waking up to dozens of extra letters in my post, so it's definitely time to call it a night. I desperately need to get more sleep tonight than the rest of last week.

Good night, friends!
mousme: A text icon, dark green text on pale green, that reads There is no normal life. There's just life. (No Normal Life)
Okay, maybe not, but I have been pretty productive today.

I have processed almost all of the meat I bought--and by "processed" I mean I have separated it out into portions, vacuum-sealed it, labelled it along with today's date, and put it in the freezer for future use. The only things I have left to process are the six whole chickens I bought, and I am most likely to do that tomorrow, since that requires a little bit more planning and effort. I've only carved up whole raw chickens once before, but the internet is a wonderful thing, so I'm reasonably confident I can do it again. I do need to get myself a good boning knife, or possibly a fillet knife, I'm not sure which would be appropriate for carving up a chicken carcass into its component bits. Either way, I don't have one of those knives, so I will have to make do with my butcher's knife and my chef's knife in the meantime. I am sure they will be up to the task. My goal this time is to try to carve up "bone in" chicken breasts so that I can use them in some of my slow cooker recipes, because keeping the bone in keeps the chicken from drying out as much, and I find that breast meat is very prone to drying out. The internet so far has not been as helpful because all the videos and tutorials assume I want to remove the breast from the bone, which is absolutely not the case.

I've also chopped up some bok choy in advance for tonight's dinner, because I have a Skype call with my parents every Sunday at 5pm, and they typically keep me chatting until 6pm or later, so I don't want to spend too long on food prep afterward, because that will necessarily delay dinner. I just realized I forgot to mince a shallot before coming downstairs, because that's also kind of time consuming. Oops. Oh well. Having the bok choy ready is already a step in the right direction.

I forgot that I signed up for a gardening workshop tonight at 7pm, so things are going to be a little tight. I may ask my parents if they're okay with a slightly shorter call tonight, but I don't want to make it too short. We only really get to talk once a week reliably, and next Sunday I'll be working, so we won't get to talk until Monday. These days I am a little more acutely aware of the passage of time, and I'm reluctant to shorten any time I spend with my parents. When they are gone I will not be glad I shortened our calls so that I could get my shallots chopped in time, you know?

It's been a productive weekend overall. I can't say I'm mad about any of it, or even disappointed that I didn't quite get everything done that I would have liked to. I had some pretty ambitious plans (by my standards only), and so even getting a little over half of them accomplished feels pretty good.

So, a short post today. Perhaps I will have more--and more interesting--stuff to share tomorrow. I am starting a full seven days of night shifts, so I may have more time for thinky-thought type posts.

mousme: A text icon in pale blue that reads Winter is Coming (Winter is Coming)
You know, I used to be able to get shit done before my evening shifts a long time ago, and it didn't result in my being this freaking exhausted. My eyes are burning, and it's just barely 17:00 (5pm for those of you not using a 24-hour clock).

Today's appointment with the naturopath was a bit of a mixed bag. I arrived a few minutes early only to find myself at the bottom of a flight of stairs in a split-level building, and told by a cheerful bottle-blonde woman of indistinguishable age that there was no waiting room and that I would have to wait there because the "doctor" wasn't ready yet. She ended up running nearly fifteen minutes late, leaving me to stand in my stocking feet on rather filthy steps, the alternative being standing in a puddle of salt water runoff from the boots stacked there. It was not an auspicious start, and I wondered if she ever gets patients with limited mobility and, if so, how she accommodates them.

The appointment itself was very pleasant. We went over my medical history, and she's ordered some blood tests to check various hormone levels. I'll be going in a couple of weeks, based on her recommendation of going on day 22-23 of my menstrual cycle. I don't know enough about this to know whether that's made-up bullshit or not, so I figure it can't hurt to abide by those guidelines. She did mostly seem to A) know what she was talking about, and B) understand the limitations of naturopathy. She didn't promise miraculous cures, and she didn't talk too much or even at all about homeopathy or "vibrations" or whatever. It may be that she sensed that I'm not a "good vibrations" kind of person, or maybe she's like that with everyone. She talked a lot about taking proper pauses or breaks during my day, and she actually mentioned The Artist's Way to me, and suggested I take myself on artist's dates and otherwise really lean into the hobbies and things that I find either restful or energizing. Nothing groundbreaking, but also not *too* filled with woo.

I was pleased to note that she immediately put on a surgical mask when she saw my N95, and she was very accommodating when I asked her to turn down the ambient music because it interfered with my being able to hear her. I would have preferred that she already wear a mask, because this tells me that she is not a habitual mask-wearer, but any level of masking is better than none.

I was less pleased when I later discovered that I did not get a receipt for my payment emailed to me as promised. This is not exactly a cheap undertaking, and I was counting on being able to submit my receipt for reimbursement to my insurance ASAP. I've sent a chaser email, but at this point even if they send me the receipt tomorrow I won't get reimbursed until next week, which is highly inconvenient. I hope this isn't a portent of how things will always be with this practice.

By the time I got home it was a little too late for a nap before work, so I played with the dogs, made myself some food, and helped myself to some of the chocolate chip cookies KK baked. She makes them thicker than I like, personally, but I'm also not going to turn down homemade chocolate chip cookies if they're there.

The good news is that I thought for sure that the next Ministry & Counsel meeting was tomorrow morning, and as it turns out, it's next Friday, so I will finally be able to sleep in a little longer tomorrow. If I can drag myself out of bed by about 10:00, however, I am going to go to Costco and try to stock up on some stuff before this weekend. That way I will free up the weekend to do other, more productive things. For one thing, I've planned a video hangout with some local-ish like-minded folks (Covid cautious, mutual aid-focused, and interested in building up resilience) while I finally start my seeds for my indoor garden and the community garden plot.

So, yeah, I am tired but I also want to, like, be productive and stuff. Wish me luck!
mousme: A text icon, dark green text on pale green, that reads There is no normal life. There's just life. (No Normal Life)
Happy Fathers' Day to all of my lovely friends who play a paternal role in someone else's life. <3

As for me, I ended up skipping yesterday's update in favour of passing out in bed. The weekend has been a quiet one as we are sloooooowly settling in. A lot didn't go according to plan, but we are adjusting our expectations and our course of action accordingly, and two nights of sleep have gone a long way to making it easier to roll with the punches.

 Yesterday we mostly took it easy. The two of us were just completely burnt out after weeks of work and the last week of frantic packing and prepping and Friday's day of working on moving for the entire day. I started my day at 5:00 and didn't stop until nearly 21:00, at which point I all but faceplanted in my bed. Peggy's crate is now in my room, and she bounced all over the place on Friday night rather than sleep nicely in my bed with me, so I put her in the crate, and she proceeded to bark and whine and howl on and off for the entire night. It sucked. Both KK and I opted to take an afternoon nap, though, and by then Peggy figured it out and got with the program. She slept nicely with me the whole time, and slept nicely most of the night through (with a small exception at about 3:00 when she decided she was awake and found a plastic bottle to chew on very loudly for what felt like a very long time but realistically wasn't more than ten or fifteen minutes).

Tonight she is snoozing on the bed already, so I am optimistic that she and I are settling into a nice groove for sharing the bed and not having her be an absolute terror. Time will tell.

Today was much more productive. I cleared out almost the entire kitchen, which is saying something because it was packed so full of stuff we literally could not get in there for love or money, cleared off the counters, did a load of dishes, and got rid of all the old plastic Tupperware I'd been meaning to dispose of for quite some time (not the good kind of Tupperware, in case you're worried). I also did two loads of laundry, and I made pancakes for breakfast and pasta with parmesan for dinner (nothing fancy at all, but at least I got the both of us fed!). All in all it's been a good day, and my mood is much improved after sleep and visible progress being made on the house. KK even unpacked all of her good china and put it away in the cabinet, and unpacked enough to get her home office set up downstairs. Progress on all fronts!

So now the goal is to get everything else unpacked, and to somehow rearrange the garage so that her car will fit in there even though the movers packed it full of stuff that was never meant to go in there to begin with. One item is her washing machine, which we are never going to be able to get into the basement on our own, and the other big item is a rather big cupboard which I might be able to wrangle down the stairs. We need to be able to get the garage cleared back to almost its original state if we both want to park our cars here, and right now that is night impossible. I am still quite annoyed at the movers for refusing to bring things to the basement because they were in a hurry and the move had taken them longer than expected, but there's nothing to be done about that now except deal with the fallout of their shoddy service.

I am sure we will make it all work. I had a bit of a dark night of the soul on Friday, but I think that was mostly exhaustion taking its toll. Tomorrow I have to go back to work, though, and I am not especially looking forward to it. I could use a break, but I will be getting the opposite of that for the next two and a half months. It's only 10 weeks, I can make it.
mousme: A text icon in pale blue that reads Winter is Coming (Winter is Coming)
Why do I feel simultaneously super busy and like I'm getting nothing done? *sigh*

Anyway, I did get some stuff done today aside from my regular work day, although not as much as I hoped I would. I will try to do better tomorrow. I'll put what I did get done behind the cut, with some minor alterations to the list, for my own edification.

Lists, lists, lists... )

And that's it for me for now. Catch you on the flip side, friends!

mousme: An RCMP officer in ceremonial uniform swinging around a horizontal bar. (Maintain the Right)
So KK and I had our first buddy productivity session tonight, and it was definitely a success on my end. We started at 18:00 and I stopped just shy of 20:00 so that I could have food. We chatted away the whole time, and I emptied the dishwasher, cleared off all the kitchen counters and the stove, dealt with the recycling, cleared off part of the dining room table, and washed all the countertops and the stovetop. KK's plan for tonight was to do her taxes, so that she can use her refund to pay for the move, and I don't know if she submitted anything, but I know she got all her information input in the right places, so definite progress on that front too.

We have three weekends before she moves in (June 18th is a Friday). So this coming weekend I'll be going over on Saturday, and I'll go over for a day on the following weekend, and then both days on the weekend of June 12-13. I mentioned in a previous post that I'm going to try to get a day or two off that week as well, hopefully at least the 18th, so that I can be here to help coordinate the move. It will depend on our staffing levels at work. One employee is going on parental leave the following week, so if baby decides to come early we might already be short-staffed.

I also found out some pretty bad news about another employee today. He's not directly my employee, he's someone from elsewhere in the unit who has been saving our collective bacon by going on shift even though that's not his actual job. Without him, we wouldn't be able to run the operations floor because we simply wouldn't have enough people. Anyway, last year he underwent successful treatment for prostate cancer, and now his doctor suspects it may have returned and metastasized to his colon. He's going to undergo a colonoscopy soon (tomorrow, maybe? I'm not clear on the details) to figure out what's what. This is obviously super shitty news on a personal level--fuck cancer, seriously--and also because I can't completely turn off my manager brain, I have no idea what we'll do if/when he has to take time off work to take care of his health (which of course he should, there's no question there).

This basically just highlights the problem I've been telling people about from the start: we are flirting with disaster, and are perilously close to just having to shut down the unit due to lack of staffing. It's so bad. /o\

In totally unrelated news, I had another detailed dream last night in which I and at least two of my fandom friends (possibly more, but definitely two that I remember) were renting a really shitty apartment somewhere in France. We had two roommates who I think were foreign students (foreign to France), one Chinese and the other from somewhere in the Middle East, I can't remember where. The rest of the building was also home to lots of young single Chinese people, probably students. I and my two fandom friends introduced them to some trendy TV show and got them hooked, so that everyone would crowd into our apartment to watch it when it aired and comment about it and talk about fan theories and the like. The TV was small, and looked like a model from the mid-1990s, and no one else in the apartment building appeared to own a TV, but the dream didn't take place in the past because I had a smart phone. It was mostly a fun dream except for one part that was very stressful: I was trying to show one of my fandom friends a Supernatural video (of Dean Winchester) on my phone, but she was impatient and felt I was taking too long, so she kept snatching the phone away from me and trying to type in the video URL herself. We had a brief argument about it: I felt it was rude to grab at people's property without permission, and she felt it wasn't rude to be more efficient than me at typing on a phone. "Type faster if you don't want me to do it!"

I keep meaning to get myself a notebook to write down my dreams. Maybe I should actually get around to doing that. :P
mousme: The nib of a fountain pen resting on a paper with a dotted line, captioned Write (Write)
I don't know if I will have the stamina to write out all the plans I'm having existential angst about. I got up at 5:30 this morning without batting an eye when my alarm went off, despite my having gone to bed ridiculously late. I took Peggy for a walk  around the neighbourhood, and we met several dog friends and saw a bunny! The bunny held very still for several minutes, and then when it took off Peggy lost her shit and screamed her silly head off. Luckily it didn't last for too long (it was 7:00 and I am quite sure none of the nice people who live in the area wanted to listen to my dog howling bloody murder at the local leporids.

I had a decently productive day at work, too. I had a couple of instances of slacking off, but one was very short-lived, and in the other I ended up playing a game on my phone while listening in on a very long meeting at work in which I didn't have much to say but needed to be at just for situational awareness. I had planned a few things that I didn't get to because two of my employees reported pay issues first thing when I got in, so I spent a fair bit of time trying to get to the bottom of both those situations. Both of them are still unresolved, but I think we can get one fixed pretty easily, and for the other the employee asked me to hold off until Wednesday, when he will get his new pay and pay stub and see if the error has already been rectified (fingers crossed that it has been!).

I spent a decent chunk of the afternoon working on a new PowerPoint presentation for the information session I need to give to prospective candidates for the job. There is a presentation that already exists, but the information on the slides is woefully out of date, and it is quite honestly one of the ugliest set of slides I've had the misfortune of seeing. It's an embarrassment, and so I am re-doing it, even though my PowerPoint skills are pretty rudimentary. I managed four slides, and they look decent to my eye. I may try and find some friends to look it over (it's a presentation for external candidates, so there's no classified information) just to confirm that I'm not overestimating my abilities.

By the time I got to the grocery store to pick up my order I had run out of energy, to the point where the nice boy who brought out my groceries asked me if I wanted to keep the bags that came with my groceries and I blanked so hard. Decision fatigue is the real deal, folks! Anyway, we figured it out (he was very understanding about my not being able to make a decision about plastic bags) and I brought all the groceries back. I actually forgot about them when I got home, but luckily remembered a few minutes after and managed to bring them all in and put them away.

Long story short: stick a fork in me, I am done. I might try a bullet point list of the things that have been trotting around in my head, kind of like a way to download them all and be able to refer back (supposing I ever refer back to this post--I am notoriously not good at doing that sort of thing). Inch'Allah I will get back to it eventually.
  • Training Peggy: I'd like to do a lot more work with Peggy on her training this summer. This includes basic obedience training as well as hunting, but if she does well with the obedience I'd like to get her doing a bit of agility as well. I think she'd really enjoy it and it would be a good way for her to burn off energy.
  • Veggie garden: because of the lockdown I haven't been able to go with the original plan of taking advantage of the new-to-me friend's offer of using a parcel of her unused farmland to grow veggies. It's also looking like KK and I will be living here for at least another year, so I am looking at growing at least a few fruits and vegetables in the house and maybe a couple in the garden even though there's not much room there. I'm thinking of trying to convert the basement with grow lights and heat pads and mini greenhouse covers and see what I can get going in terms of food grown at home.
  • More garden stuff! This is probably insane, but I want to try a small aquaponics setup, probably in the basement again. Cost and the ability to set it all up will be the determining factor, but OTOH I could grow my own tilapia! How cool would that be?
  • Clear out the garage: this one is definitely going to happen one way or another because it's the only way KK and I will both be able to have our cars parked at the house. I am considering the state of my finances and trying to determine if it's worth it to bring back the professional organizers for a single day, because I figure that's about as long as it would take to get it cleared out with the help of one or two determined professionals. It is still likely to be quite expensive, though not nearly as expensive as it was to get the upstairs cleared out (small mercies), but probably worth it in terms of actually getting it done and not having to deal with getting rid of the donations, at least (the professionals do that for you, which is great!).
  • Kitting out the garage with proper storage for tools and such.
  • Proper meal planning and cooking from scratch.
  • Working my way back up to being able to run ~5km and doing that regularly with Peggy.

I feel like there was more, but I can't remember any of it now. Oh well. Maybe it'll come back to me later. It's now nearly 9:00 pm and I am faaaaading. Time for bed.


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