mousme: A text icon in pale blue that reads Winter is Coming (Winter is Coming)
I was patting myself on the back yesterday because I didn't have to go to work until Saturday, so I was going to miss the first day of the huge freaking snowstorm we're having that's going to last all the way to Sunday. So far we've had about 30 centimeters (that's 12 freedom units for my US friends ;) ) and we're expecting at least another 40 cm by Sunday, if not more. KK had a nail appointment this morning and messaged me that the roads were okay but very slippery, and most schools closed for the day as well as the public library. People with the option to work from home were told to stay there. We also lost power for about an hour and change at 11am, so it was an interesting morning.

Anyway, I settled in for a nice snow day at home, and shortly after we lost power I got a call from my office asking me to come in for overtime this evening. *sigh* Now, I can always say no to OT, but ya girl is trying to buy a house over here, and every little bit of extra money helps, you know? The Overtime Fairy is not ignored lightly! So I resigned myself to having to put on my grown-up costume (i.e. work clothes) and put my plans for the day on hold in order to get ready for work.

KK called me when she got home about an hour later to let me know that the plough was outside, and she was just waiting for it to clear her parking spot. I had told her about the OT already, so I informed her that I'd put on my boots and run out as soon as she was in the house in order to clear the snow from my car and get it out of the driveway so the plough guy could do his thing. One of the few perks of living where I do is that snow removal service is included with the rent, which I must say is very nice, and I will miss the service if I ever move away.

In spite of what I'd just said, I decided to pull on my boots and coat and go out right away. Normally I'd have waited because it's far easier if one of us is inside to wrangle the dogs, but I didn't want to miss the window during which I could get my driveway ploughed. It turned out to be an excellent idea, because KK had rather unwisely tried to drive through a large pile of snow left by the plough and had gotten her car very thoroughly stuck in there. "I beached myself," as she eloquently put it much later. The plough driver actually got out of his vehicle and was helping shovel/push her car out of the snow bank, as were two adorable Ukrainian boys, one who seemed between 12 and 14, and the other who was no more than 10 years old at most.

The 10-year-old was the chattiest, bossiest little boy I've seen in a while, and was unintentionally hilarious in the way that small boys can be. He very seriously informed KK that Russia and Ukraine were different countries (I didn't need this explanation, apparently, probably because I told him my mother was Romanian), yelled at the plough driver for not clearing the snow drift ("The lady wouldn't be stuck if you cleared all this snow!"), and spent a lot of time whacking the snow drifts with his car brush rather than doing anything useful. Ah, youthful exuberance. He was momentarily stymied by the scraper end of his car brush, which I then showed him how to use and explained what each side was for. He then frolicked in the snow for a bit before returning to his brother to help clear more snow from the front of my car. They did a pretty creditable job, I must say, and I rewarded them with the last $10 I had in my purse. I usually like to give a $20, but I was unprepared today, unfortunately, and could not adequately reward their entrepreneurship.

I very nearly got stuck in the driveway anyway, but a bit of quick shoveling in front of the tires fixed my issue, and then the snow plough and I did an intricate dance around each other. I kept trying to move out of his way, but no matter which way I went, a moment later he'd go the same direction. It was funny but also kind of maddening. He also nearly ran over my shovel, which I had left only a little to the side as I didn't expect him to go straight to my driveway, and then he DID run over my garbage can and dragged the lid halfway to Kingdom Come. Luckily it wasn't damaged when I retrieved it, but I wasn't best pleased. However, he did clear the entire driveway, which made leaving for work a couple of hours later so much easier. In fact, when the time came, I barely had anything to clear off my car, and since the driveway was clear as well I was able to sail away super smoothly.

So I've now been at the office for three hours, and got the rather disappointing news that my offer on the latest house was also rejected. However, there were THIRTEEN other offers, so I rather think I never stood a chance, all things considered. Oh well. Further up and further in, I guess!

For now it's time to heat my dinner in the microwave and get through the rest of the shift. I need to enter my extra hours into the system so I get paid, which will be very nice when it does happen. I do enjoy having overtime pay, it helps pad out the end of the month like nobody's business.
mousme: An RCMP officer in ceremonial uniform swinging around a horizontal bar. (Maintain the Right)
I am torn between two contradictory thoughts:

1- There aren't enough clones of me to get all my work done in a given work day/work week.
2- I could get all my work done if I managed my time better/didn't procrastinate.

I *do* procrastinate. Always have, especially when it's something that I'm unsure I'll be able to do well, or when it's something I know I find difficult to do. So there is definitely at least some truth to the second thought. That being said, on an intellectual level I don't think it's true that I could get ALL my work done even if I spent every single minute of my workday being hyper-productive.

That's where it gets a little messy in my brain. I think that I may be procrastinating not only because of uncertainty/discomfort/anxiety, although that's the main reason, but also because I have the other belief that there isn't enough time in the day to get all my work done no matter what I do. So my self-sabotaging brain then flips itself onto its back like an extremely dramatic turtle and wails: "WHAT'S THE POINT OF EVEN TRYING, GAWD." My brain also likes to turtle when I'm uncertain/uncomfortable/anxious and yells "I CAN'T!" or "I DON'T KNOW!" or "IT'LL NEVER WORK ANYWAY!" Because it is a very dramatic turtle, as I said.

So today was overall a pretty productive day. I only procrastinated twice, and even then it was for very short bursts of time (maybe 10 minutes or so). I did a whole bunch of stuff, but arguably I didn't do the most important task on my list today, which is to prep for a Big Important Meeting I have tomorrow. Granted, all of the stuff I did today was important and had a time constraint on it, and it would have been irresponsible to *not* do that stuff too, so it kind of feels like it was a form of constructive procrastination. That still leaves the fact that I have not prepared for tomorrow's meeting, and I have made the decision to bring work home with me in order to finish preparing. When I say I haven't prepared, it's not 100% exact: I know what needs to happen, and I theoretically could run this meeting with what I have in my brain already. It's just that if I read the extra documentation I got this week and plan out an agenda for myself in writing, it will go much, much better. It's a meeting with a lot of people in positions of more power than mine, and given my tendency to get flustered when challenged (even when I theoretically know my stuff, the impostor syndrome is strong), being well prepared will be an extra tool in my toolbelt to keep things running smoothly and to help me achieve what I want tomorrow.

I don't really have any scintillating insight into this yet. I am going to go to bed soon, and the goal is to get up a little earlier than usual to keep working. I overslept this morning by way of sleeping right through my alarm. I never even heard it. When I checked my phone I hadn't turned it off, it had just stopped ringing of its own accord after being "ignored" for over 20 minutes. Luckily I had no early meetings and my boss doesn't care when I get into work, just so long as the job gets done, but I still feel a little guilty about not being "on time" this morning. So the voluntary overtime fairy is paying me a visit for a few different reasons today.
mousme: A view of a woman's legs from behind, wearing knee-high rainbow socks. The rest of the picture is black and white. (Get all that?)
This isn't even one of those times when I thought "Ugh, I'm tired, maybe I'll just post another day." I have not had more than thirty minutes to myself at a stretch since... um... *thinks* I think last week, maybe? Possibly? I don't quite remember. In order to get a proper LJ entry done, I generally need a minimum of thirty minutes, and those entries are usually not particularly long or in-depth.

My life for the past two and a half days )
mousme: A view of a woman's legs from behind, wearing knee-high rainbow socks. The rest of the picture is black and white. (Sisyphus)
Wait. Scratch that. Reverse it.

I am sorely tempted to drive back to Montreal tomorrow for the sole purpose of doing yard work for a few hours before coming back here for tomorrow's overtime shift. I don't think I'll succumb to the temptation, because it would be downright insane. It's just that the yard is really bugging me, and I only have a day and a half in Montreal this week before going back to work. The only full day in town I have is Wednesday, but half of that at least is going to be taken up with car repairs, and I have someone coming on Wednesday afternoon, which means that not only will the yard not get done, but it won't get done before the guy comes over, too. I am more than a little chagrined at the idea.

If I'm lucky, I'll be able to leave work early on Tuesday. The last time they allowed me to take my "break" at the end of my shift so I could go home early. If that happens, then I'll rush home as quickly as I can and try to take advantage of the daylight to make sure that the yard is at least completely clear of the last of the dog poop (the aforementioned corner that's covered in gravel).

This week's to-do list, etc. )

Fake-out

Apr. 6th, 2014 08:00 am
mousme: A view of a woman's legs from behind, wearing knee-high rainbow socks. The rest of the picture is black and white. (Overtime Fairy)
My alarm went off at 3:50 as usual this morning, but after I dragged myself out of bed I felt mysteriously not tired. I went about my morning routine, got dressed and had breakfast and made my lunch, and still felt fine. I was awake and alert, and even bopped a bit to Simon & Garfunkel in the car on the way to work.

Was this it? I thought. Had I finally turned a corner? Maybe I'm finally getting used to the crazy schedule. Maybe I've plateaued at a reasonable level of functionality, and everything will be well from now on! For a few minutes, there, I was intoxicated with the feeling of power that came from not being tired anymore. It was glorious!

Alas, it only lasted a few hours, and I just realised about ten minutes ago that, no, I'm still tired. Whatever that was this morning, the feeling has faded and I'm back to being groggy and unfocussed. But having the fog lift for two hours or so was really nice, even if now the contrast is a little saddening.

Work has been a bit busier than usual this weekend because of this kidnapping that hit the news yesterday. Lots of messages flying around, that's for sure. I hope they can get everyone back safely.

The Overtime Fairy has visited this week for the first time in ages. I have to come back in to work on Friday, which means it's right in the middle of my days off, but I can't pass up the opportunity for double time. If nothing else, it will help to pay the vet bills. ;)

Right. Off to face the rest of the day. More updates as events warrant.

Guh.

Jul. 22nd, 2010 10:18 am
mousme: A view of a woman's legs from behind, wearing knee-high rainbow socks. The rest of the picture is black and white. (Overtime Fairy)
Got pulled into overtime at work tonight. I cannot express how much I don't want to go.

Bizarrely, I only ever seem to be working the extra shifts of this one coworker who doesn't like me and is generally unpleasasnt with me unless she wants me to cover for her.

I don't know what that says about me.

Either I like the money, I have a really good work ethic, or else maybe I'm more of a doormat than I thought I was.
mousme: A view of a woman's legs from behind, wearing knee-high rainbow socks. The rest of the picture is black and white. (Overtime Fairy)
I spent Valentine's Day at work. The Overtime Fairy is a bit of a misnomer, but I miss using that icon. I got my shifts messed with considerably because of the Olympics, so my weekends are basically toast until April, which makes me very, very sad. I have exactly two weekends off until then. Woe!

Ironically, I haven't been watching the Olympics. I think I might still be a bit bitter that they took away my post in Vancouver for the event.

Otherwise, though, life proceeds apace. I'm still puttering along, doing my thing, cuddling the cats, going to work and back, still chronically single, nothing to report, really.

The past couple of new episodes of Supernatural broke me. In a happy squeeing fangirl kind of way. SO freaking painful, but just gorgeous anyway. As a result, I have been humming "Hey Jude" for the past ten days.

I've managed to get some knitting done recently, too. I'm behind on all my baby stuff, but whatever. I figure if I'm at a stage when just the thought of picking up knitting needles fills me with loathing, then I'm doing it for all the wrong reasons. I think that after the next (and last!) baby blanket, I will turn to the knitting of socks, and see if I can get excited about that.

I've been listening to The Doors when I bother to have music on at all. It's been that sort of month.
mousme: A view of a woman's legs from behind, wearing knee-high rainbow socks. The rest of the picture is black and white. (Overtime Fairy)
I am at work. I might be staying for overtime this afternoon.

Blaaaaaargh.

That is all.

P.S. I'm bored. Nothing is happening, and there are five of us working, soon to be seven, which means that I don't even get to answer the phone. Meow!

*confetti*

Aug. 20th, 2009 01:10 pm
mousme: A view of a woman's legs from behind, wearing knee-high rainbow socks. The rest of the picture is black and white. (Overtime Fairy)
Spontaneous Overtime!

WHEEEEEEEE!

*dies quietly in a corner*
mousme: A view of a woman's legs from behind, wearing knee-high rainbow socks. The rest of the picture is black and white. (Overtime Fairy)
Am working a double shift today. This summer has been pretty good for overtime purposes: i.e., I haven't had to do that much of it. A weekend here, an extra four hours there, nothing terrible. Today is going to suck, however, depending on how busy it gets.
mousme: A view of a woman's legs from behind, wearing knee-high rainbow socks. The rest of the picture is black and white. (Overtime Fairy)
So Excitable!Puppy is sick today, which means I have to cover for him until such time as a replacement can be found.

So far the potential replacements are 0 for 5. It's not looking good... I can't stay here all day, though, as I have another 12-hour shift starting tonight. I can't physically manage 32 hours straight, it would kill me. Not to mention that I have to feed the cats at some point in all this.

Erf.

May. 29th, 2009 10:54 am
mousme: A view of a woman's legs from behind, wearing knee-high rainbow socks. The rest of the picture is black and white. (Dead Baby Possum)
Tired!Cat is tired.

This doesn't bode well for next week, when I get to do seven night shifts in a row. Tomorrow there's a wedding, which is going to be wonderful but not exactly restful. Oh well, after next week I have time off, so it's all to the good.

My supervisor called this morning and asked me to work overtime today, and I said no. Did I mention I was tired? 'Cause I am. :P

June is right around the corner. It feels really weird to have the year be half-over already. Time keeps going by faster and faster these days. Because it'll be summer and I always have a bit more energy in summer, I have made plans to get stuff done and start some new projects. Hopefully I won't be too burnt at the end of my night shift to get anything done.

If all goes well, June will be an exercise in balancing mind, body and spirit over here at Casa!Phnee. I have a few ideas about getting in more physical exercise, including getting back up on the bike, which has been neglected of late. Then there are a couple of creative projects I'm getting all cranked up about, and of course there's the ever-present nesting thing, which hasn't abated in the slightest even though I've stopped writing about it for fear that my entire flist will lapse into a coma from boredom. ;)

The trick will be to get enough sleep and still muster all the necessary energy and motivation to start on my projects and keep going with them. One thing I'll have to avoid is the television: it's a motivation killer. So I'm going to put a moratorium on all DVDs for the month of June, which ought to help in that department. No new DVDs (bought or borrowed) will mean no New!Shiny to distract me.


On a side note, to whom have I promised correspondence?

[livejournal.com profile] bodhifox, [livejournal.com profile] sirena73, [livejournal.com profile] chasingthenuns... anyone else? I'm making a list. I have Plans (Capital "P") for some of the correspondence, which is getting me all cranked up about it.

Did anyone else want a letter/postcard/something? If I forgot you, or you want in, let me know and send me your mailing address via email.

*headdesk*

May. 21st, 2009 03:28 pm
mousme: A view of a woman's legs from behind, wearing knee-high rainbow socks. The rest of the picture is black and white. (Revelation)
I have too many plans and not enough time. Even if I was working only forty hours a week, I wouldn't get it all done.

I should've bought a lottery ticket yesterday, clearly. ;)


I ought to make a list. Oh, wait I already have one. Crap.

:::ETA:::

I did some quick math, and figured out that I *really* don't have enough time.

Hours in Week: 168

Work: 60-80 (sometimes 40 if I'm lucky)

Transit: 7 (on average)

Gym: 4

Sleep: 49

Hours left over: 28-48

That's the time in which I get to eat, do my cleaning, cooking, shopping, seeing of friends, watching of the occasional DVD, and running random errands. That averages out to 4-6 extra hours a day, which I guess isn't bad, but it's still not all that much.
mousme: A view of a woman's legs from behind, wearing knee-high rainbow socks. The rest of the picture is black and white. (Go Away)
I have to run out to the gym. I have ten trillion things to do, and most of them now have to happen today, thanks to the overtime fairy.

My weekend is toast. There's a special project next week, which means my free time is further toast.

Maybe one day I'll have my life back.

Right now I would rather crawl into a hole for a few weeks, but instead I have to go out and be productive.

Namaste, all.
mousme: A view of a woman's legs from behind, wearing knee-high rainbow socks. The rest of the picture is black and white. (Overtime Fairy)
Guess who just got their weekend screwed over?
mousme: A view of a woman's legs from behind, wearing knee-high rainbow socks. The rest of the picture is black and white. (All Bendy)
The Overtime Fairy is only giving me work on Saturday and not both weekend days. That's not too bad. It'll give me time to get stuff done on Sunday.

I'm training my n00b full-time now, and so far today it's going better than last week. She's calmer, and there are fewer calls today, resulting in a lower stress level for everyone concerned. So, on the whole, win. It is really tiring to train someone. The level of mental drain is similar to when I was in training myself. I don't know how regular trainers/teachers do it. I figure we're in for another three weeks of this: right up until I switch to night shift. By then she should be ready, if her progress thus far is any indication.

I forgot how much I don't feel like doing housework after a twelve-hour shift at work. :P So my dishes have yet to be dealt with. I will do them tonight, come hell or high water.

I am feeling horribly guilty about neglecting the garden as much as I have. Maybe sometime this week I'll be able to get to it...
mousme: The face of a green woman forest deity against a black background (Green Woman)
I want to be in my garden. That was the original plan for this weekend...
mousme: A view of a woman's legs from behind, wearing knee-high rainbow socks. The rest of the picture is black and white. (Cone sold stober)
[livejournal.com profile] jteethy's birthday celebration was yesterday, and much fun was had. I had probably one drink too many for my own good (apparently three is my limit these days... *sigh*), and likely caused a fair bit of amusement for the people there.

I am not hungover this morning, which is good.

Instead of gardening this weekend, I shall be at work. *sigh* Luckily for me, [livejournal.com profile] moonandtree and his father might be coming by to do some work in the garden. So far everyone has worked in my garden except me. It's very frustrating.

On the plus side, the Overtime Fairy is going to help me pay for some of this furniture I bought last month. While I'm not in trouble specifically, things are a wee bit tight right now. I'm expecting an OT cheque next week, which is all to the good, and after that there ought to be even more. My supervisor has made noises about my working next weekend, too. I told him I would do it only if we were otherwise totally screwed.

In other news I am officially the n00b's new coach, as her coach is down for the count with labyrinthitis.

Okay, off to work.
mousme: A view of a woman's legs from behind, wearing knee-high rainbow socks. The rest of the picture is black and white. (Overtime Fairy)
Aaaaand the Overtime Fairy strikes again!

My weekend is officially toast.
mousme: A view of a woman's legs from behind, wearing knee-high rainbow socks. The rest of the picture is black and white. (Overtime Fairy)
Someone else is on sick leave, so the Overtime Fairy is visiting next week.

Gah.

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