mousme: A view of a woman's legs from behind, wearing knee-high rainbow socks. The rest of the picture is black and white. (Not A Song)
It's not a secret that I really enjoy external validation. This has been part of my identity since I was a kid. While I do derive some satisfaction out of the things I do, I've always liked it better when I played to an audience. Music, writing, cooking, whatever, I never enjoyed it more than when I could share it with other people. Sure, I can cook myself a nice meal, but why would I do that when I can cook a nice meal for more than just myself, and have other people enjoy it too? What's the point of writing a story if I'm going to shove it in a drawer, literally or metaphorically?

Cut for length )

*bitch*

Nov. 2nd, 2008 03:31 pm
mousme: A view of a woman's legs from behind, wearing knee-high rainbow socks. The rest of the picture is black and white. (Jayne your mouth is talking)
I am feeling cynical and annoyed with people today. Doubtless this will be remedied by sleep, and maybe alcohol.

Does anyone, when asked the question, actually answer: "Why, I would absolutely rather be surrounded by a hundred poseurs instead of a handful of good friends!"

I don't think anyone actively wants that. I really don't. The same way I don't think CEOs of huge corporations get up in the morning and say to themselves as they shave: "What a great day to go and screw over the world! I wonder what new and inventive ways I can find to exploit the poor, deplete the earth's natural resources, and create loads of pollution at the same time!"

(That's part of the reason why I never could bring myself to quite take Captain Planet seriously: I was old enough to know that pollution wasn't caused by supervillains)

I am annoyed by people's capacity for self-delusion today.

I'm also disabling comments on this because it's a highly negative post without swearing in French Canadian to act as a humorous counterbalance. I'm not seeking to perpetuate negativity, I'm just venting.

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