I'll be going to bed soon

[mousme]

I'm amazed at how quickly my day went by, but given that I'm going to bed early and that I got up late, it sort of makes sense.

I'm going to make an effort to get up at a reasonable hour tomorrow. Well, I have to see my meds doc at eleven anyway, so it's not like I can do a repeat performance of today. :)

I am very pleased with how my meds are turning out. I haven't been this balanced in, well, about seven or eight years, all told.

I'm nowhere near perfect, of course. In fact, there's a part of me which is really quite incredulous. Quite at a loss. Waiting for the other shoe to drop. The problem is, I'm quite unaccustomed to living without every single second being a crisis. Very, very weird.

Even when I thought I was normal, back at university, I wasn't. I was closer to normal than I got later on, but I haven't been really balanced (I suppose that's a better word than "normal") since I was about seventeen. Now I appear to be well on my way to being balanced again, and it feels absolutely bizarre.

Okay. Bed. Bed is good. It's 10:30.

Night all!

Comments

[forthright.livejournal.com]

Glad to hear you're feeling well. I'll be keeping my fingers crossed for you.

P.S. Coming this Sunday?

[chasingthenuns.livejournal.com]

i'm so glad your meds are working out for you! mine suck ass right now and i can't call my meds doc because my insurance won't cover any of his prescriptions (switched insurances when i got married). my gp rewrote my prescription for this time, but i'm not sure she'll do that all the time. anyway, this wasn't really meant to be about me. so yay you!!!! you'll be in my thoughts that all stays well.

[vureoelt.livejournal.com]

Funny how much shorter days are when you sleep, yes? ;)

Anyhow, go you and go meds, I guess. ;) Peace unto you...