Oog...

Tired.

Stupid people from conference never called, so there goes my extra $40 or whatever. Am not crushed by any stretch of the imagination.

Took the opportunity to drug myself stupid and sleep. I'd forgotten until yesterday that I had some sleeping pills left over.

23 hours of sleep seems to have helped, but I'm still really, really tired. On the plus side, I seem to no longer be hallucinating that there are two people in my head, me and someone else. Not hallucinating is good. Apparently if I go without sleep for long enough, and then get hypomanic, that's what happens. *sigh*

I still have some work to do, which I will try to get done today.

Am resisting the urge to go right back to bed.

Am also pondering lunch. Another good thing that's happened lately: eating. Eating is good. Mostly it's been pasta, but yesterday I even heated tomato sauce to go with my spaghetti. So things are improving. ;) It occurs to me, though, that I don't have anything *other* than pasta and All Bran in my kitchen. Hmm. (Well, I have milk and butter, too) I suppose I should do some grocery shopping soon.

Must. Not. Go. Back. To. Bed.

Oog...

Tired.

Stupid people from conference never called, so there goes my extra $40 or whatever. Am not crushed by any stretch of the imagination.

Took the opportunity to drug myself stupid and sleep. I'd forgotten until yesterday that I had some sleeping pills left over.

23 hours of sleep seems to have helped, but I'm still really, really tired. On the plus side, I seem to no longer be hallucinating that there are two people in my head, me and someone else. Not hallucinating is good. Apparently if I go without sleep for long enough, and then get hypomanic, that's what happens. *sigh*

I still have some work to do, which I will try to get done today.

Am resisting the urge to go right back to bed.

Am also pondering lunch. Another good thing that's happened lately: eating. Eating is good. Mostly it's been pasta, but yesterday I even heated tomato sauce to go with my spaghetti. So things are improving. ;) It occurs to me, though, that I don't have anything *other* than pasta and All Bran in my kitchen. Hmm. (Well, I have milk and butter, too) I suppose I should do some grocery shopping soon.

Must. Not. Go. Back. To. Bed.

Ewww...

So I'm making Kraft Dinner for lunch. I discover that I had a box left over from before my last shopping trip, so decide to use it. Waste not, want not, and all that, and KD can't really go bad in only a few months.

So I dump the macaroni into the boiling water, and what come floating up to the surface? Larvae. Yes, the Icky Brown Bugs of Doom appear to have made a comeback, although luckily the infestation seems to have confined itself to that one box of KD, as everything else I own is packaged up in plastic.

Blech.

So I flushed the gross little brown things and am now boiling a new pot of water, in the hopes that I will actually get to eat today.

Bleck.

Ewww...

So I'm making Kraft Dinner for lunch. I discover that I had a box left over from before my last shopping trip, so decide to use it. Waste not, want not, and all that, and KD can't really go bad in only a few months.

So I dump the macaroni into the boiling water, and what come floating up to the surface? Larvae. Yes, the Icky Brown Bugs of Doom appear to have made a comeback, although luckily the infestation seems to have confined itself to that one box of KD, as everything else I own is packaged up in plastic.

Blech.

So I flushed the gross little brown things and am now boiling a new pot of water, in the hopes that I will actually get to eat today.

Bleck.