Tired.
Stupid people from conference never called, so there goes my extra $40 or whatever. Am not crushed by any stretch of the imagination.
Took the opportunity to drug myself stupid and sleep. I'd forgotten until yesterday that I had some sleeping pills left over.
23 hours of sleep seems to have helped, but I'm still really, really tired. On the plus side, I seem to no longer be hallucinating that there are two people in my head, me and someone else. Not hallucinating is good. Apparently if I go without sleep for long enough, and then get hypomanic, that's what happens. *sigh*
I still have some work to do, which I will try to get done today.
Am resisting the urge to go right back to bed.
Am also pondering lunch. Another good thing that's happened lately: eating. Eating is good. Mostly it's been pasta, but yesterday I even heated tomato sauce to go with my spaghetti. So things are improving. ;) It occurs to me, though, that I don't have anything *other* than pasta and All Bran in my kitchen. Hmm. (Well, I have milk and butter, too) I suppose I should do some grocery shopping soon.
Must. Not. Go. Back. To. Bed.
Stupid people from conference never called, so there goes my extra $40 or whatever. Am not crushed by any stretch of the imagination.
Took the opportunity to drug myself stupid and sleep. I'd forgotten until yesterday that I had some sleeping pills left over.
23 hours of sleep seems to have helped, but I'm still really, really tired. On the plus side, I seem to no longer be hallucinating that there are two people in my head, me and someone else. Not hallucinating is good. Apparently if I go without sleep for long enough, and then get hypomanic, that's what happens. *sigh*
I still have some work to do, which I will try to get done today.
Am resisting the urge to go right back to bed.
Am also pondering lunch. Another good thing that's happened lately: eating. Eating is good. Mostly it's been pasta, but yesterday I even heated tomato sauce to go with my spaghetti. So things are improving. ;) It occurs to me, though, that I don't have anything *other* than pasta and All Bran in my kitchen. Hmm. (Well, I have milk and butter, too) I suppose I should do some grocery shopping soon.
Must. Not. Go. Back. To. Bed.