So much for not posting anything negative...

[mousme]

You know what? I would like if, for once, just once, life were easy.

Just maybe for a couple of weeks. Hell, I'd settle for a few days.

I would really like to not worry about money. I would like to not be affected by the weather. I would like to have a job land in my lap. I would like to have someone be in love with me. I would like to not have to take twelve pills a day. I would like the cats to feed themselves, the apartment to clean itself, the dishes to be magically done.

I would like to not have to work at holding myself together. To not have to pay attention to everything I do and say in case I accidentally kick someone else in the feelings because I'm feeling too crappy to notice what comes out of my mouth. I don't dare let myself be around people for more than a couple of hours when I'm like this, because I just don't trust myself to be civilized, and yet I can't afford to stay by myself all the time either.

*kicks the wall*

All right. Whingeing over. Feel free to go back to your lives now.

Comments

[luvenditti.livejournal.com]

Why did you cross out the part about someone in love with you. There is nothing wrong with that wish.