There are a good number of things I need to change about myself. About the way I think, about the way I live, about the way I lead my life.
I'm not sure how to do this just yet.
But there is a definite need for a massive overhaul here.
See, I don't think I'm any fun, lately. I used to be a lot of fun. I used to be bouncy and joyful and gleeful and fanciful, and now I'm about as entertaining as a dead fish. Which is only entertaining if you're
fearsclave and if you've actually hooked the fish while it was still alive. :P
I've been living this week one day late. I keep thinking it's Tuesday today, and yesterday I kept thinking it was Monday.
I almost got work today, only the client decided (once again) that they didn't think I was right for the job.
*sigh*
I think I'll watch Sailor Moon for a while and wait for my epiphany to come later.
I'm not sure how to do this just yet.
But there is a definite need for a massive overhaul here.
See, I don't think I'm any fun, lately. I used to be a lot of fun. I used to be bouncy and joyful and gleeful and fanciful, and now I'm about as entertaining as a dead fish. Which is only entertaining if you're
I've been living this week one day late. I keep thinking it's Tuesday today, and yesterday I kept thinking it was Monday.
I almost got work today, only the client decided (once again) that they didn't think I was right for the job.
*sigh*
I think I'll watch Sailor Moon for a while and wait for my epiphany to come later.
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Date: 2004-06-02 12:41 pm (UTC)SometimesMost of the time, I think we (and by we I mean everyone in western civilization) focus too much on what we think we should be instead of trying to accept who and what we are.No one is perfect. And those that seem perfect in one area have probably sacrificed numerous other things to achieve that illusion. Most people are just fine the way they are. They just don't realize it.
And this is definitely a ‘Pot, meet Mr. Kettle’ situation, but I think we need to become comfortable as we are, and then worry about improvements (as opposed to changes).
And now for the obligatory bad simile: Life is like a Leggo®. Once you’ve accepted with the basic block, you can add to it to make just about anything.
Hmmm… I’m not quite sure that made sense – but then I’m a bit disordered today anyway. Glass of milk?
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Date: 2004-06-02 01:22 pm (UTC)Thank you. :)