Remind me why I bother...
Sep. 22nd, 2003 03:01 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
mousmeThat does it. I'm depressed so I'm going to go out and get that yarn I wanted to get yesterday.
It's not like anything else is going well today.
I honestly don't know why I bother trying to be friends with people sometimes. Well, even a lot of the time. Inevitably people always find some excuse to be rid of me, no matter how trivial. Clearly I alienate people a lot better than I gave myself credit for.
Fuck it.
It's days like this which make me want to lock my journal into private mode and never speak to anyone except my cats ever again.
I'm probably going to bail on paintball tonight. Why alienate people in person when you can do so in abstentia, right? Less painful that way. This may look like a temper tantrum now, but you'll thank me later.
It's not like anything else is going well today.
I honestly don't know why I bother trying to be friends with people sometimes. Well, even a lot of the time. Inevitably people always find some excuse to be rid of me, no matter how trivial. Clearly I alienate people a lot better than I gave myself credit for.
Fuck it.
It's days like this which make me want to lock my journal into private mode and never speak to anyone except my cats ever again.
I'm probably going to bail on paintball tonight. Why alienate people in person when you can do so in abstentia, right? Less painful that way. This may look like a temper tantrum now, but you'll thank me later.
