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mousmeShe apparently left a message at twenty to ten, which I just got.
Must refrain from reading too much into this.
After all, I might very well sound impatient after twelve hours' worth of gaming. Or then again, if I'd received three (or was it four?) messages and heard that the same person had stopped by, I'd probably be pretty damned irritated too. After all, that's what (mostly) screwed up my first relationship (other than the fact that I was gay and he wasn't *snerk*), except that it was reversed.
Aie. I'm turning into my worst nightmare.
Oh well. I'll just let things cool down for a while. I'll give Wednesday night (that's their Board Gaming Night) a miss, and see if she still wants to watch Six Feet Under next Sunday. Don't want to crowd her, even if it's for friendship only.
Repeat to self: Aloof, unavailable Elf Princess. Aloof, unavailable Elf Princess...
God, things were so much simpler when I was too shy to talk to people at all. At least then I wasn't constantly second-guessing myself and kicking myself every time something came out of my mouth.
:::facedesk:::
Must refrain from reading too much into this.
After all, I might very well sound impatient after twelve hours' worth of gaming. Or then again, if I'd received three (or was it four?) messages and heard that the same person had stopped by, I'd probably be pretty damned irritated too. After all, that's what (mostly) screwed up my first relationship (other than the fact that I was gay and he wasn't *snerk*), except that it was reversed.
Aie. I'm turning into my worst nightmare.
Oh well. I'll just let things cool down for a while. I'll give Wednesday night (that's their Board Gaming Night) a miss, and see if she still wants to watch Six Feet Under next Sunday. Don't want to crowd her, even if it's for friendship only.
Repeat to self: Aloof, unavailable Elf Princess. Aloof, unavailable Elf Princess...
God, things were so much simpler when I was too shy to talk to people at all. At least then I wasn't constantly second-guessing myself and kicking myself every time something came out of my mouth.
:::facedesk:::
