More things to worry about than you can shake a stick at

[mousme]

Well, not really, but Poms does spring to mind.

Dear God, is it possible to be that clingy?!?!

He knew I had a therapy appointment today and that afterwards I was going to my godfather's for dinner (more on that later), and yet he still not only called my cell phone four times and left me an email, he called my mother to ask if I was there.

WTF?!?!

Rule Number 1: Never, ever, ever call my mother with a question like that!!! It'll make her flip out and worry and generally work herself into a state.

All this because he wanted to know if I'd read his goddamned email about D&D tomorrow. Jesus H. Christ on a flaming pogo stick! He didn't even give me the time to go home and read my email.

AAAAAAAAAUUGH!

I so need to talk to him. We can't go on like this. He can't keep on calling me six times a day. It's sweet, but it's driving me insane. He needs friends of his own.


And of course the minute I fire up AOL there's someone from BUS in crisis. Latest one is Dawn, whose husband is jobless and broke a tooth and is blaming her because she's the one who bought the sandwich that had the bone in it. Tomorrow's the one year anniversary of the date she tried to commit suicide by overdosing on pills. It's also incidentally her daughter's birthday. Can you imagine last year? "Happy Birthday, dear, your mother's in the hospital because she tried to kill herself." That's got to be great for the kid's psyche.


Fuck.


Sometimes I hate being a board moderator. All these people who are in so much pain and there's nothing I can do, and they don't seem to want to be helped anyway. They're just wallowing in their misery and they somehow want me to wave a magic wand and make it go away. Damnit, if I knew how to do that I wouldn't have a fucking six–inch scar on my arm!


Had a wonderful dinner with my godfather and his daughter (who's also a good friend of mine). We laughed and talked and caught up on what's been happening in our lives since we'd last seen each other a few months ago. :)

It was a truly nice time, and hopefully we can do it again soon. Godfather made a heavenly light dinner of smoked lox and green lettuce and some mustard sauce, as well as carrot salad and raspberry sorbet.

Am toddling off to bed now. Night all!