Don't mind me while I freak out...
Apr. 16th, 2002 05:47 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
mousmeIck. Still feeling sick.
On top of that, I've been agonising for three days over an email from Poms about Saturday.
What the hell is this supposed to mean? "I'm not sure what my feelings for you are."
*beats head against a wall*
What the hell?!?
Does that mean he doesn't really want me after all? I don't think it's a question that he might only be physically attracted to me. Not bloody likely. I know better than that. I mean, I'm comfortable enough being who I am (sort of), but I do know that I'm not exactly that physically attractive. Pleasant-looking, but not more.
So what the hell am I supposed to think now?
Blech. The fact that I'm dizzy and far too hot and feeling horrible isn't exactly helping.
Can't think what I did wrong, if anything at all. Maybe I was too blunt. Might've hurt him in one of my more flippant comments. Dammit.
Going back to bed soon. Sent a rambling reply, hope it'll be okay.
Damn this was simpler when I was convinced I would be single forever.
On top of that, I've been agonising for three days over an email from Poms about Saturday.
What the hell is this supposed to mean? "I'm not sure what my feelings for you are."
*beats head against a wall*
What the hell?!?
Does that mean he doesn't really want me after all? I don't think it's a question that he might only be physically attracted to me. Not bloody likely. I know better than that. I mean, I'm comfortable enough being who I am (sort of), but I do know that I'm not exactly that physically attractive. Pleasant-looking, but not more.
So what the hell am I supposed to think now?
Blech. The fact that I'm dizzy and far too hot and feeling horrible isn't exactly helping.
Can't think what I did wrong, if anything at all. Maybe I was too blunt. Might've hurt him in one of my more flippant comments. Dammit.
Going back to bed soon. Sent a rambling reply, hope it'll be okay.
Damn this was simpler when I was convinced I would be single forever.
