Well, crap
Mar. 7th, 2002 12:05 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
mousmeNot sure where to begin.
Let's start with Incarnate for the sake of argument.
Hope Curtana had an okay time. I think her bad mood from the lack of hot water in her apartment was not helped any by CR's attempts to get Nick involved with a lot of mystic mumbo-jumbo and make him reveal his most private visions to a man who would most likely scoff at him then dismiss the matter entirely.
Don't know what JW is thinking. He really has the weirdest ideas sometimes. Still, it's amusing to watch Stefano chase his tail and not know who to trust and think the Ouroborans are reading his mind. Heh.
Didn't get much screen time this session. I suppose that's not so bad. Next time I'll just have to find something to do that'll take up more time, is all. ;) Maybe have a heart to heart with Voltaire. I hear Curtana found something cool about Voltaire that Forthright plans to torment me with. Ought to be entertaining. It involves a poem... Hmm...
Managed to get hold of BB today, or rather he found me at the office. Well, the conversation went better than the comment section of this LJ, that's for sure. At least, there was less sarcasm involved. Goddess indeed. Well, that certainly made me feel like a worthless piece of trash. Oh well. At least we talked before I read it, which I hope cleared things up a bit. Put things in perspective. I'm probably far too wrapped up in my own "problems" which probably aren't even really problems, all things considered. Just me being self-centred and oblivious to other people's needs, as usual. I just hope he doesn't hate me now. :(
Man, it's all bad.
On the plus side, I did get my interview tomorrow. I'm going to be a wreck because I have to be up at the crack of dawn and it's already past midnight and I know I'm too stressed and upset to sleep. I'll just have to go back to my old trick of lying in the dark with my eyes closed and trying to convince myself that that's 75% as effective as sleep. Something like what I did last weekend, and how I spent 75% of my university career.
Bleh.
Let's start with Incarnate for the sake of argument.
Hope Curtana had an okay time. I think her bad mood from the lack of hot water in her apartment was not helped any by CR's attempts to get Nick involved with a lot of mystic mumbo-jumbo and make him reveal his most private visions to a man who would most likely scoff at him then dismiss the matter entirely.
Don't know what JW is thinking. He really has the weirdest ideas sometimes. Still, it's amusing to watch Stefano chase his tail and not know who to trust and think the Ouroborans are reading his mind. Heh.
Didn't get much screen time this session. I suppose that's not so bad. Next time I'll just have to find something to do that'll take up more time, is all. ;) Maybe have a heart to heart with Voltaire. I hear Curtana found something cool about Voltaire that Forthright plans to torment me with. Ought to be entertaining. It involves a poem... Hmm...
Managed to get hold of BB today, or rather he found me at the office. Well, the conversation went better than the comment section of this LJ, that's for sure. At least, there was less sarcasm involved. Goddess indeed. Well, that certainly made me feel like a worthless piece of trash. Oh well. At least we talked before I read it, which I hope cleared things up a bit. Put things in perspective. I'm probably far too wrapped up in my own "problems" which probably aren't even really problems, all things considered. Just me being self-centred and oblivious to other people's needs, as usual. I just hope he doesn't hate me now. :(
Man, it's all bad.
On the plus side, I did get my interview tomorrow. I'm going to be a wreck because I have to be up at the crack of dawn and it's already past midnight and I know I'm too stressed and upset to sleep. I'll just have to go back to my old trick of lying in the dark with my eyes closed and trying to convince myself that that's 75% as effective as sleep. Something like what I did last weekend, and how I spent 75% of my university career.
Bleh.
