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Okay, so far so good
Feb. 9th, 2005 10:53 amI depressed myself with yesterday's entry. Whine whine whine, bitch bitch bitch.
Today, thus far, is a lot more promising. I've gotten some work done, the boss is in a (slightly) better mood, and hasn't screamed at anyone (yet).
I got to work with one of the guys on a little lexicon for myself for when I have to type up work submission reports for our clients, so that I'm not totally in the dark when I'm doing that sort of thing. Thus I won't be making really stupid mistakes because I have no idea what I'm talking about. This is a good thing.
I've finished writing up all the deposits for the day, even though I haven't posted them in the system yet (Boss!Lady wants to go over them with me personally before then).
People seem a lot less stressed out today on the whole, which is a good thing.
I've been going to bed too late, which I'll have to remedy come March. I don't see that changing before then, sadly. I have too much to do and not enough time. Eep!
Ever get the feeling that you're wasting your life? I've been getting that feeling lately, every time I'm not doing something like writing or fishing or snowshoeing or dancing or knitting. Every time I ignore that side of me, all the nasty evil negative thoughts rear their heads and start screaming at me that I'm not doing anything worthwhile with my life, that I'm not going anywhere, that I'll never amount to anything.
I have no idea where I'm going with this. I'm just rambling in between projects at work.
The big news of the day, of course (which I've known for a week but was keeping hugged tightly to myself for a while because I wanted to cherish it all for my own) is that I have a date tonight. Eee!
Am very excited. And for once I'm reasonably sure this is a girl who has fewer issues than I do, which will be a very nice change. That is all I'm prepared to say at the moment, because, really, I'm not sure how she feels about exposure on LJ. ;)
Okay. Back to work.
Today, thus far, is a lot more promising. I've gotten some work done, the boss is in a (slightly) better mood, and hasn't screamed at anyone (yet).
I got to work with one of the guys on a little lexicon for myself for when I have to type up work submission reports for our clients, so that I'm not totally in the dark when I'm doing that sort of thing. Thus I won't be making really stupid mistakes because I have no idea what I'm talking about. This is a good thing.
I've finished writing up all the deposits for the day, even though I haven't posted them in the system yet (Boss!Lady wants to go over them with me personally before then).
People seem a lot less stressed out today on the whole, which is a good thing.
I've been going to bed too late, which I'll have to remedy come March. I don't see that changing before then, sadly. I have too much to do and not enough time. Eep!
Ever get the feeling that you're wasting your life? I've been getting that feeling lately, every time I'm not doing something like writing or fishing or snowshoeing or dancing or knitting. Every time I ignore that side of me, all the nasty evil negative thoughts rear their heads and start screaming at me that I'm not doing anything worthwhile with my life, that I'm not going anywhere, that I'll never amount to anything.
I have no idea where I'm going with this. I'm just rambling in between projects at work.
The big news of the day, of course (which I've known for a week but was keeping hugged tightly to myself for a while because I wanted to cherish it all for my own) is that I have a date tonight. Eee!
Am very excited. And for once I'm reasonably sure this is a girl who has fewer issues than I do, which will be a very nice change. That is all I'm prepared to say at the moment, because, really, I'm not sure how she feels about exposure on LJ. ;)
Okay. Back to work.
