Don't turn around...
Jul. 16th, 2002 10:50 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
mousme'Cause you're gonna see my heart breaking
Don't turn around
I don't want you seeing me cry...
People shouldn't be allowed to have children. At least not without intensive screening and training before.
God, those posts on BUS break my heart every time. I just want to take the kids into my arms and cradle them and sing them to sleep and tell them that it's not true that their parents are sad abusive excuses for human beings, but all I can do is offer empty words of comfort across the faceless internet.
...
I said in my other post I wanted to move back with my mom because livingg with my dad sucks because he doesn't even pretend to like me, and it's just miserable...
So I called my mom at work (She's in California) And I got put on hold for about half an hour because hs e was in a meeting... Or she just didn't want to talk to me...
Basically, I asked her, she said no. She doesn't want me back, she didn't even give a reason, she didn't even apologize she just said "No Skye, I don't think so." and then she hung up...
So I'm stuck here and I basically told me dad Yester he could go fuck himself for all I cared because I tried to reason some things with him and they didn't work...
I hate feeling like this, I mean, aren't your parents suppos e to care? I mean on the list of requirements to be a parent love must be pretty high up there...
Or I'm just such a screw up they both hate me.... It hurts... I've tried to fool myself into thinking I didn't care if they loved me anymroe, but I do. and knowing the truth really really hurts.
sorry...
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Don't turn around
I don't want you seeing me cry...
People shouldn't be allowed to have children. At least not without intensive screening and training before.
God, those posts on BUS break my heart every time. I just want to take the kids into my arms and cradle them and sing them to sleep and tell them that it's not true that their parents are sad abusive excuses for human beings, but all I can do is offer empty words of comfort across the faceless internet.
...
I said in my other post I wanted to move back with my mom because livingg with my dad sucks because he doesn't even pretend to like me, and it's just miserable...
So I called my mom at work (She's in California) And I got put on hold for about half an hour because hs e was in a meeting... Or she just didn't want to talk to me...
Basically, I asked her, she said no. She doesn't want me back, she didn't even give a reason, she didn't even apologize she just said "No Skye, I don't think so." and then she hung up...
So I'm stuck here and I basically told me dad Yester he could go fuck himself for all I cared because I tried to reason some things with him and they didn't work...
I hate feeling like this, I mean, aren't your parents suppos e to care? I mean on the list of requirements to be a parent love must be pretty high up there...
Or I'm just such a screw up they both hate me.... It hurts... I've tried to fool myself into thinking I didn't care if they loved me anymroe, but I do. and knowing the truth really really hurts.
sorry...
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Date: 2002-07-17 09:59 am (UTC)if you wanna get together for lunch or coffee or just chitchat sometime next week, i'd be open... i'm not sure exactly when, but i'll get back to you if you want... (sorry if i'm being pushy, just hate to hear anyone suffer)
*turns and beats empathic tendencies with a stick until they stop twitching* damn. doesn't work.
I'd love to...
How about a weekend lunch? :)
Re: I'd love to...
Date: 2002-07-18 08:39 am (UTC)