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mousmeI will not be triggered into cutting the night before I leave for Bigfoot! I refuse!
*thwap*
*thwaps head against wall some more*
Dammit, I don't want to have to explain a whole fresh series of cuts to a bunch of strangers. It'll be bad enough having to field the inevitable "What happened to your arm?" questions without practically being in the process of bleeding onto the car's upholstery.
AAAAUGH!
*thwap thwap thwap*
God I frustrate myself sometimes. I am going to have fun this weekend. This should not be a source of anxiety. Being with new people is not a bad thing. Must... stop... cognitive distortion...
Repeat to self: You are on your meds. You will not have an anxiety attack. You will have fun. Nothing bad will happen...
*thwap*
*thwaps head against wall some more*
Dammit, I don't want to have to explain a whole fresh series of cuts to a bunch of strangers. It'll be bad enough having to field the inevitable "What happened to your arm?" questions without practically being in the process of bleeding onto the car's upholstery.
AAAAUGH!
*thwap thwap thwap*
God I frustrate myself sometimes. I am going to have fun this weekend. This should not be a source of anxiety. Being with new people is not a bad thing. Must... stop... cognitive distortion...
Repeat to self: You are on your meds. You will not have an anxiety attack. You will have fun. Nothing bad will happen...
