*sigh*

[mousme]

So.

Cute girl has a crush on me. I have a crush on cute girl. No brainer, right?

Cute girl is poly and married.

I am single and very much not poly. Just not wired that way.

*kicks petulantly at a pebble*

And before anyone suggests that I should try it anyway: no. It's not fair to her or me to put us both through the emotional wringer like that. I can't do casual, I can't do "secondary," and I can't imagine myself in that sort of relationship.

I'm just a little disappointed with life right now.

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[le-maistre-e.livejournal.com]

guruwench and I are thinking on the same lines. The "aw, nuts" part is really hard and it sucks, but it's good to know all about this before even getting into anything too deep.