Don't mind me while I freak out...

[mousme]

Ick. Still feeling sick.

On top of that, I've been agonising for three days over an email from Poms about Saturday.

What the hell is this supposed to mean? "I'm not sure what my feelings for you are."

*beats head against a wall*

What the hell?!?

Does that mean he doesn't really want me after all? I don't think it's a question that he might only be physically attracted to me. Not bloody likely. I know better than that. I mean, I'm comfortable enough being who I am (sort of), but I do know that I'm not exactly that physically attractive. Pleasant-looking, but not more.

So what the hell am I supposed to think now?

Blech. The fact that I'm dizzy and far too hot and feeling horrible isn't exactly helping.

Can't think what I did wrong, if anything at all. Maybe I was too blunt. Might've hurt him in one of my more flippant comments. Dammit.

Going back to bed soon. Sent a rambling reply, hope it'll be okay.

Damn this was simpler when I was convinced I would be single forever.

Comments

Hmm...

[curtana.livejournal.com]

The short lesson here is that boys are silly, and just as often confused as we are. I hope that he gets his ass in gear and figures out what is going on. *good wishes*

Re: Hmm...

[forthright.livejournal.com]

Yup. Boys silly. Girls silly. All silly. Someday, perhaps you can get me drunk and I can tell you the story of how I won the love of my life partner through ... ULTIMATUMS!

P.S. Much evil for tomorrow. Much more than I may have implied yesterday at V's game. Bwahaha. Heh.

Re: Hmm...

[meallanmouse.livejournal.com]

Methinks this being his first relationship has something to do with it too, but mostly, Curtana is right. Boys are silly.

Hope he sorts himself out soon...

*hug*

Re: Hmm...

[fearsclave.livejournal.com]

Eh... relationship in very early stages, and he's not actually ever really dated anyone much before. Plus, to borrow a line from Bridget Jones, men are emotional fuckwits, and people aren't always certain about things at the outset both in terms of the other and themselves and what they want... although given that he's a guy, getting laid is probably way up there :).

Am not about to run out and buy an axe.

Men...

[mousme.livejournal.com]

*grr*

Ahem.

Thanks for the vote of confidence, folks. :)

Re: Men...

[fearsclave.livejournal.com]

Hey... the fact that it's highly unlikely that he is too blind/stupid/whatever to realize that you are the best darn thing to ever wander into his life, deserved comment :).

fear not fair daphneb

[ipanicked.livejournal.com]

This is DEFINATELY part of being a boy. I don't know if he has going nout on many dates, but he may be feeling the guilt/rejection syndrome. That's not to say that you have rejected him, or made him feel guilty, oh NO! It means that in his mind something silly and boyish is going on. Never fear, it'll sort itself out. If it doesn't, then he's not ready for you.

John thinks that you are wonderful.