A Hard Day's Night
Mar. 26th, 2002 09:35 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
mousmeWell, I've had better days.
Work was long and intensive and the ride home was long and tiring 'cause of the snow. Just feeling drained and kinda horrible. Which isn't good considering I have my last test tomorrow to keep my job.
Been on edge all day, sort of half–present for things. Didn't get half of what I wanted to do done. Should be in bed but stuff took longer to do. I'm exhausted but not sleepy. Jittery, almost. Kind of.
Thoughts been going in circles all day. Had some good moments, but they mostly punctuated long periods of blackness.
The Litch turned 27 a few days ago. Went to his house with BB to celebrate along with much–talked–about friend Ayesha who BB is convinced has the hots for our undead buddy. Birthday was fun, although I wasn't in very good spirits and I think it showed (especially in my little verbal sparring with Tim). I was caught off–guard by Ayesha's noticing the scars on my arm, I'll admit. Didn't realise they showed that much. No one ever mentioned it before. Makes me wonder if they weren't just being tactful. Oh well. Serves me right for wearing three-quarter sleeve shirts.
BB's D&D game was v. cool indeed, though that song was truly regrettable. I miss "Crazy Bairgains" Tez Nak Iyul, though. He was cool.
Poor Balrog. I liked him. It sucked that he had to die. We had progressed so much in therapy. ;)
Ick. Head spinning. Have made a bloody mess of myself, to make matters worse. Silly thing to do, in retrospect, but there you have it. All stressed out because of a silly test tomorrow. Can't believe I'm writing all this here. Funny how I would never have written it down at all had I not had this LJ. Funny how it pushes one to confess things one would never dream of uttering in public.
Work was long and intensive and the ride home was long and tiring 'cause of the snow. Just feeling drained and kinda horrible. Which isn't good considering I have my last test tomorrow to keep my job.
Been on edge all day, sort of half–present for things. Didn't get half of what I wanted to do done. Should be in bed but stuff took longer to do. I'm exhausted but not sleepy. Jittery, almost. Kind of.
Thoughts been going in circles all day. Had some good moments, but they mostly punctuated long periods of blackness.
The Litch turned 27 a few days ago. Went to his house with BB to celebrate along with much–talked–about friend Ayesha who BB is convinced has the hots for our undead buddy. Birthday was fun, although I wasn't in very good spirits and I think it showed (especially in my little verbal sparring with Tim). I was caught off–guard by Ayesha's noticing the scars on my arm, I'll admit. Didn't realise they showed that much. No one ever mentioned it before. Makes me wonder if they weren't just being tactful. Oh well. Serves me right for wearing three-quarter sleeve shirts.
BB's D&D game was v. cool indeed, though that song was truly regrettable. I miss "Crazy Bairgains" Tez Nak Iyul, though. He was cool.
Poor Balrog. I liked him. It sucked that he had to die. We had progressed so much in therapy. ;)
Ick. Head spinning. Have made a bloody mess of myself, to make matters worse. Silly thing to do, in retrospect, but there you have it. All stressed out because of a silly test tomorrow. Can't believe I'm writing all this here. Funny how I would never have written it down at all had I not had this LJ. Funny how it pushes one to confess things one would never dream of uttering in public.
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Good luck
Date: 2002-03-26 09:58 pm (UTC)And yes, we were being polite. ;)
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I am glad that you enjoyed my game despite the song. "Crazy Bargains" Tez Nak Iyul, the Terror of Chult is still in the jungle if you are looking for him. I am sorry for the Balrog but he had to go :)
My thoughts will be with you during the test. Even though I see no possible reason why you would actually need any, I wish you the best of luck nonetheless. (And, as usual, you will ace the test :)
Sashnesh, The Sweetest Thing