Time for a break
May. 2nd, 2008 07:11 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I think I'm a little burnt out.
I have no discipline, so I'm not going to start this until Monday, but as of Monday morning I think I'm going to take a break from the internet, and LiveJournal in particular. I have the week off work, and I have a bunch of things I want to do during that time. The internet seems to suck away gigantic gobs of my time, and lately there have been a lot of flare-ups and controversies and drama, all of which have left me with a bad taste in my mouth and even less energy than I had before. So, I'm taking a leave of absence.
I am going to get myself back on a proper sleep schedule, go outside, and get stuff done around the apartment. I'm going to do some gardening, and take the cats to the vet. I can't do my floors this week, but at the very least I will prepare the way so that I can do them at the beginning of July.
Right now I don't even want to think about interacting with people, online or off. I don't feel like seeing people, or writing, or anything remotely close to that. Things that I normally find fun and relaxing have begun to seem like chores, and things that are usually chores now seem practically insurmountable. Mostly the only thing that doesn't seem too hard to do is sleep.
What I really want is to be transported to a cabin next to a lake for, oh, about a month, and have everything in my life be magically taken care of.
Oh, and I also want a pony.
I have no discipline, so I'm not going to start this until Monday, but as of Monday morning I think I'm going to take a break from the internet, and LiveJournal in particular. I have the week off work, and I have a bunch of things I want to do during that time. The internet seems to suck away gigantic gobs of my time, and lately there have been a lot of flare-ups and controversies and drama, all of which have left me with a bad taste in my mouth and even less energy than I had before. So, I'm taking a leave of absence.
I am going to get myself back on a proper sleep schedule, go outside, and get stuff done around the apartment. I'm going to do some gardening, and take the cats to the vet. I can't do my floors this week, but at the very least I will prepare the way so that I can do them at the beginning of July.
Right now I don't even want to think about interacting with people, online or off. I don't feel like seeing people, or writing, or anything remotely close to that. Things that I normally find fun and relaxing have begun to seem like chores, and things that are usually chores now seem practically insurmountable. Mostly the only thing that doesn't seem too hard to do is sleep.
What I really want is to be transported to a cabin next to a lake for, oh, about a month, and have everything in my life be magically taken care of.
Oh, and I also want a pony.