Still trying to sort myself out

[mousme]

Haven't been online much at all, my apologies. The only reason I made contact with anyone at all this week was because I couldn't avoid it, what with the gig and all.

Used all my resources not to physically assault anyone. I think I was successful. If I wasn't, I don't remember. If I need to be paying someone's hospital bills, would the relevant party please let me know?

I'm not in any kind of state to be holding normal conversations or having normal interactions. Please bear with me for a while longer until I can sort myself the fuck out and get back to normal.

I'm not going to comment on last night's gig just yet. Most of the other people in both bands have already done so, so you can always go to their blogs to read about what happened if you'd like.

Okay, so this was my official "I'm still alive" post. I'm now going to bed. G'night!

Comments

Why?

[montecristo.livejournal.com]

Why should you care so much about what anyone else thinks that you want to beat the crap out of them? What could possibly be worth so much of your energy?

[kino-kid.livejournal.com]

Sorry to hear someone is causing you trouble. You'll work it out.

[mousme.livejournal.com]

Oh, no one is causing me trouble except myself. Every now and then I get into a headspace where I really shouldn't be around civilised human beings. No matter what happens, however innocuous, I tend to take it the wrong way and turn into a snarling beast. It has nothing to do with other people and everything to do with me. All I can do at times like these is keep away from people until I've sorted myself out.

But thanks for the good wishes. :)

Re: Why?

[mousme.livejournal.com]

It's no one in particular. It's just me.

Like I said, give me a little time, and it'll all be worked out.