Sleep, pretty darling, do not cry...
Jul. 2nd, 2003 08:59 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
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On Sunday I thought that right now I'd be either in Vermont or driving back from there with my girl.
Instead I'm at home trying to coax a reluctant Smudge out from behind the futon, watching the snail in my new aquarium try to sort itself out (it landed upside down a while ago), and waiting to see if the phone will ring.
I called again at 8pm, and I guess I'll try again at 9pm.
I guess I suck more than I thought at this relationship thing. I'm doing something wrong, that much is obvious, but I don't know what's right in a relationship anymore, if I ever even knew it to begin with.
She wants to move to Seattle by the end of this year.
I don't want to leave Montreal.
Do we see a problem developing?
*sigh*
One problem at a time. Now, if she'd only answer the phone when I call. She said she'd be home between 8pm and 9pm. So I guess another three minutes or so and I try again. If not, well, there's always tomorrow.
She called me a few times while I was up at the Shack, and once or twice last week, and I didn't call back, so I guess I deserve this. I did email once or twice, but I guess it's probably not the same. I don't know.
*beats head against wall* I don't know how to make this work, dammit!
On Sunday I thought that right now I'd be either in Vermont or driving back from there with my girl.
Instead I'm at home trying to coax a reluctant Smudge out from behind the futon, watching the snail in my new aquarium try to sort itself out (it landed upside down a while ago), and waiting to see if the phone will ring.
I called again at 8pm, and I guess I'll try again at 9pm.
I guess I suck more than I thought at this relationship thing. I'm doing something wrong, that much is obvious, but I don't know what's right in a relationship anymore, if I ever even knew it to begin with.
She wants to move to Seattle by the end of this year.
I don't want to leave Montreal.
Do we see a problem developing?
*sigh*
One problem at a time. Now, if she'd only answer the phone when I call. She said she'd be home between 8pm and 9pm. So I guess another three minutes or so and I try again. If not, well, there's always tomorrow.
She called me a few times while I was up at the Shack, and once or twice last week, and I didn't call back, so I guess I deserve this. I did email once or twice, but I guess it's probably not the same. I don't know.
*beats head against wall* I don't know how to make this work, dammit!