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[mousme]

Just got out of a super intense scene in perseity. Serves me right for creating a character with an ailing wife. :P

I don't know. Her death hit way close to home, what with my uncle and everything, and I had to stop because I was sobbing so hard I couldn't see and was having trouble breathing.

Funny. I thought I was more reconciled to the idea of my uncle's passing than that. Suddenly I found myself completely overcome. Memories of my paternal grandfather's final moments, and my maternal grandmother came back, too. Something about the moment of letting go...

Dammit, I'm crying again.

Okay, going to go pull myself together. I can't be a basket case tomorrow.

It was a brilliant scene, but incredibly intense and hard...

Comments

[djs-specs.livejournal.com]

Sweetheart, you can be reconciled to death about a person's impending passing but still have it hit you square between the eyes. Such is the way of emotion - don't try to understand it, just go with it and start picking up the pieces when its over.

[vureoelt.livejournal.com]

*hugs* :( Sometimes, it can hit you right where it hurts...