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mousmeI have to go to my group therapy. The fact that I'd rather shoot myself in the foot or hurl myself into ice-cold water says a lot about my feelings about this particular venture.
I'm so glad this is ending soon.
Actually, I finally remembered![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
karine's advice (better late than never) and called up Kelly Services, which is a temp agency, and they said they might have something for me. I'll be hearing back from them soon. If I don't, I'll just call them up and bug them until they're so sick of me they find me a job. ^_-
In other words, having a job might get me out of group therapy, since it's at a deucedly inconvenient time for most people with jobs.
I'm seriously beginning to feel like a masochist, going to these meetings. OTOH, I don't exactly feel like sitting there for three entire sessions while we dissect my motives for leaving. That would be four and a half hours of time with a microscope pointed at my psyche. Yuck. :P
As it is, I have a bad feeling about tonight. I had a bad feeling about the last time I went too, which is when they reduced me to a total quivering wreck, so I don't know if it's just residual feeling from then, or if they're going to start up again. *sigh* I wish I was able to build up some sort of protective psychological barrier the way some people can. I'll probably be better-equipped this time around, since I'm not cripplingly depressed, but it'll be hard. Ah well. Best get it over with. Wish me luck!
Anyway, in other news, I'm getting that old itch again. Must be the spring weather. I want to make new icons for my LJ. I like the ones I have, but they're kind of, well, disjointed. I haven't thought of a unified or unifying theme yet, mind you, so I won't be pouncing on my image-editing application (the one in Portuguese... heh) right away.
Suggestions, btw? I'm always open to new ideas. I'm not getting rid of the "Dancing in the Dark" theme, nor the black and white (and grey) colour scheme I have on my LJ, just FYI.
I'm so glad this is ending soon.
Actually, I finally remembered
karine's advice (better late than never) and called up Kelly Services, which is a temp agency, and they said they might have something for me. I'll be hearing back from them soon. If I don't, I'll just call them up and bug them until they're so sick of me they find me a job. ^_-In other words, having a job might get me out of group therapy, since it's at a deucedly inconvenient time for most people with jobs.
I'm seriously beginning to feel like a masochist, going to these meetings. OTOH, I don't exactly feel like sitting there for three entire sessions while we dissect my motives for leaving. That would be four and a half hours of time with a microscope pointed at my psyche. Yuck. :P
As it is, I have a bad feeling about tonight. I had a bad feeling about the last time I went too, which is when they reduced me to a total quivering wreck, so I don't know if it's just residual feeling from then, or if they're going to start up again. *sigh* I wish I was able to build up some sort of protective psychological barrier the way some people can. I'll probably be better-equipped this time around, since I'm not cripplingly depressed, but it'll be hard. Ah well. Best get it over with. Wish me luck!
Anyway, in other news, I'm getting that old itch again. Must be the spring weather. I want to make new icons for my LJ. I like the ones I have, but they're kind of, well, disjointed. I haven't thought of a unified or unifying theme yet, mind you, so I won't be pouncing on my image-editing application (the one in Portuguese... heh) right away.
Suggestions, btw? I'm always open to new ideas. I'm not getting rid of the "Dancing in the Dark" theme, nor the black and white (and grey) colour scheme I have on my LJ, just FYI.