I want to go home and sleep for about three days straight

I have tons of unfinished projects lying about everywhere. The apartment needs tidying. I'm at work, and practically falling asleep.

I can't fall asleep at home.

I'm fighting off some sort of summer cold, two days before the gig. This is officially Not Fun.

I don't want to fall apart now. I need to wait at least three days before I can fall apart.

Three days.

Fuck this...

You know what? I'm having a fucking bad headspace day. As in, I haven't been this bad since I was unemployed.

I am therefore going to do something that I shouldn't, because I can't afford it, not this week.

But then, I can't not afford it, either.

I am going to see a movie.

By myself.

And then I will have ice cream.

Maybe I'll have the ice cream first.

Maybe I'll even make it a double feature.



Oh, and everyone gets to admire the new icon.