mousme: A text icon, dark green text on pale green, that reads There is no normal life. There's just life. (No Normal Life)
Today was spent in Quaker Meeting, napping, and teaching my mother to use Zoom now that Skype has been discontinued.  I got absolutely fuck-all done, and was absolutely wiped after all of yesterday's shenanigans. So I don't have much to update on today.

The only "big" thing that happened today was the discovery of quail-on-quail violence. When I went to check on them this morning, I found one of the boys with a very bloody head. It looked like he'd gotten beaten on by one or more of the other quail, and they pulled out his head feathers sometime during the night. At least one of the feather shafts must have bled quite a bit, poor thing. I have removed him from the enclosure and put him in a quarantine box with bedding, food, and water to recover.  The other quail don't seem too fussed or damaged for now, so we'll see how things go. I don't want to have to cull two of the males already, but I will if I have to. It's possible he was getting too rough with the ladies and they gave him a "correction" to get him to lay off them. At least they didn't peck out his eyes or do some other permanent damage. I thought they were doing pretty well, all things considered, but it's been less than a month, so I guess they're still sorting themselves out.

Poor tweedles. I feel bad for them, and I hope I can sort out their troubles before any of them get more injured. 

That's kind of it. Today was, of course, Star Wars Day, so KK spent most of the day with various Star Wars movies on in the background while I did absolutely nothing except sleep and talk to people on the computer. I have seen almost all of the movies, and I wasn't focused enough to just sit and watch through with her, but I caught bits and bobs here and there. I couldn't bring myself to sit through Rogue One again, not because I didn't like it, but because it broke my damned heart when I saw it in theatres and I just can't cope with losing all those beloved characters over again. Yes, I am a sap. Even watching Andor makes me a little sad, because I know where his story ends.

All right, I am off. May the Fourth be with you, friends!
mousme: A picture of Darth Vader, captioned My Fandom Destroys Planets. (My Fandom Destroys Planets)
I have so much to write about that I feel a little overwhelmed. I know, I know, some people would really like to have my problems. I keep wondering if I should write about all of it at once and let future entries worry about themselves, or if I should try spacing things out a little bit. In the end I decided to start typing and let the chips fall where they may. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Migrating my entries to Dreamwidth and then posting from there has reminded me of the difficulties of crossposting from DW, which is why I stopped doing it to begin with. Not difficulties, per se. I guess "inconveniences" is a better term. All of my stuff is on LiveJournal: my tags, my photographs, and of course my icons. I've had a permanent LJ account since 2003, while my DW account is a free one, and I am not *quite* ready to pay for a service I'm not sure I'll be using on a regular basis. On DW I only have six icons or so, which does make it easier to pick one, but limits my selection considerably. I can always go change the icon manually on LJ afterward, of course, but it's an extra step that I hadn't taken into account. Not the end of the world, like I said, but nonetheless somewhat inconvenient. So I fervently hope that this is all a tempest in a teapot and that LJ will carry on as it has for many years, with glitches and outages here and there, but nonetheless steady.

I've tried to work out how to transfer my pictures, and haven't found a way. I suppose I'll have to do it manually at some point. I lost all my original icons during one of my many hard drive adventures (alas), but I can at least download what LJ kept, I suppose. I'll add that to my ever-growing to-do list.

Aside from my non-post yesterday, I've at least been doing okay with my "post once a day" resolution. So far, anyway. I never did come back with my feelings about Rogue One, but let me assure you, there are many. Many, many feelings. All of them sad. SPOILERS AHEAD: Spoilers behind the cut )
So there, those are my thoughts on the movie.

Tomorrow I have Meeting for Worship, and the plan is to hand in my letter of intent, requesting to become an official Member of the Meeting. Right now I'm an Attender only, but I had been planning on requesting membership last year. I didn't for a few reasons, and now seems like as good a time as any to pick up where I left off. I wrote an uncharacteristically (for me) short letter, mostly because I didn't know what to write, and I'll be giving it to the Clerk tomorrow, in order for my request to be brought to Meeting For Business, which is next week. If it has to wait for next month, so be it, but at least then it will be out of my hands. I am a little nervous about this, but I am trying to get my act together on a number of fronts, and this is one of them. 

Tomorrow I'm also leading First Day School. Since it's sort-of-kind-of the first Sunday of the month (not really, but we're pretending it is), it's Potluck Sunday, which means the children help prepare a dessert for potluck. Of course, anyone who's ever tried to cook or bake with children knows that this means the adult in charge has about ten times the amount of work to do, but the kids love it, and it means I don't have to come up with a curriculum-based activity for them. I'm still pretty shaky when it comes to being able to talk about religious/Quaker themes with the children, although we once had a really great (but accidental) conversation about Quaker themes in How To Train Your Dragon. Cooking or baking with the kids means the added complication of needing to meet a lot of specific dietary requirements: one child is gluten-free, and since it's a kids' activity I make sure that it's also nut-free, which suddenly reduces our possibilities by quite a wide margin. So far I've done apple "biscuits" (cutting apples into discs and decorating them), fruit skewers, and gluten-free Rice Krispie Squares.

I am honestly starting to run out of ideas, but tomorrow we'll be making "peanut butter" cookies using Wow Butter (it's soy-based and tastes pretty much exactly like peanut butter, which flummoxes me to this day), sugar, and an egg. Three ingredients, no gluten, no nuts. Any of the parents who object to egg or sugar can bite me, which is, admittedly, not a very Christian sentiment. ;) 

I have other thoughts, mostly about writing/not-writing, but perhaps I will indeed save those for the next post. Or never, depending on how chicken I'm feeling about writing about writing.
mousme: A view of a woman's legs from behind, wearing knee-high rainbow socks. The rest of the picture is black and white. (Serious Face)
I feel like a change of scenery is in order for this LJ, but I'm not sure who even makes LJ icons anymore. My main source was [livejournal.com profile] iconsbycurtana, but she hasn't made LJ icons in years, AFAIK.

Anyway, the vertigo has come and gone. *waves goodbye to the latest bout of vertigo* I got my sofas cleaned today, and while the state of them was pretty humiliating, at least they are clean and sanitised now. \o/ My resolution now is to get them cleaned once a year and maintain them as best I can until they're well and truly dead, many years from now. The pets are all locked away in the bedroom, highly miffed at not being allowed out while the service people were here, and even more miffed now because they have to wait another four hours before being allowed on the furniture again. Their lives are hard, to be sure.

As for the rest of today, I am 99% likely to go see Rogue One in theatres. I have the points for a free movie, so all I have to do is get up off my butt and go to the theatre in order to see it. I am currently trying to talk myself out of buying myself a birthday dinner of Thai food when I leave the movie theatre. I also need to go buy very cheap sheets or drop cloths to put over the sofas now, so that I can keep them reasonably clean for when guests come. Up until today, you couldn't sit on those sofas without getting covered in pet fur, which is not ideal when you have guests over. At least, guests who don't necessarily want to be covered in pet hair. :P

Ah, the joys of pet ownership.

If I have the time and energy, I will report back on Star Wars when I get home later today.
mousme: A view of a woman's legs from behind, wearing knee-high rainbow socks. The rest of the picture is black and white. (God sent me)
I wanted to say something about Carrie Fisher, and that was before I even knew about Debbie Reynolds' passing. One of my favourite stories about Carrie has been circulating around the internet ever since she passed, and I see no reason not to include it here, if only to have it for myself. She told this anecdote concerning the white dress she wore on the first day of filming:

George comes up to me the first day of filming and he takes one look at the dress and says, "You can't wear a bra under that dress."

So, I say, "Okay, I'll bite. Why?"

And he says, "Because... there's no underwear in space."

I promise you this is true, and he says it with such conviction, too! Like he had been to space and looked around and didn't see any bras or panties or briefs.

"What happens is, you go to space and become weightless. So far so good, right? But then your body expands but your bra doesn't—so you get strangled by your own bra."

Now I think that this would make for a fantastic obit—so I tell my younger friends that no matter how I go, I want it reported that I drowned in moonlight, strangled my own bra.


So in accordance with her own wishes, that is how I'm going to remember her death: not cardiac arrest, but drowned in moonlight, strangled by her own bra.

strangled_by_bra.jpg

People on social media have been very loud about how we should remember her as General Organna, or for all the brilliant writing and script doctoring and acting she did aside from that, and not as Princess Leia. The regular media all seem desperately keen on showing her in the "slave Leia" golden bikini, and there is no middle ground, it seems.

The thing is, Carrie Fisher was absolutely brilliant, and passionate. She was an outspoken mental health activist long before it was socially acceptable to talk about bipolar disorder in public. She survived drug addiction and living with mental illness for years, and she made it to age 60 by becoming unapologetic and giving no fucks about people's opinions of her. That didn't start after Star Wars, though. Her mother had already provided an example for her, and she then blazed her own trails. There are photographs of the Star Wars scripts she annotated, adding her own savvy corrections to improve the films.

I grew up on Star Wars. I grew up admiring Luke Skywalker and wanting to be Han Solo (mostly so I'd know what Chewie was saying), but it was the only woman in the films that I identified with the most, and that was Princess Leia. I grew up knowing that little girls should aspire to be princesses, that our lot in life was pretty dresses and hairdos and marrying princes and living happily ever after. Princess Leia, though, taught me that princesses could be fierce and badass and lead rebellions. I was at the perfect age to understand that Leia was bucking against everything we'd been shown. She was beautiful and vulnerable, yes, but she was also tough as nails, and she choked to death the crime lord who had imprisoned her against her will and forced her to wear clothes that she would never have even thought of putting on herself. I had seen Leia Organna's choice of garments, and they were sturdy and practical, common sense articles for someone who might be plunged into battle at any moment. Even her ceremonial garb was simple and white, another nod to practicality in spite of the colour.

No one was surprised that she became a general in the sequels. Not a single person, not even the most backward and sexist Star Wars fan out there.

So, no, I won't remember only General Organna. I'm going to remember Princess Leia, who showed me what all princesses could and should be: loving, independent, leaders, and strong with the Force. Leia stood up to Darth Vader without blinking, and slew her captor with the very chains with which he'd tried to enslave her.

I'm also going to remember Carrie Fisher, who showed me that a life beyond bipolar was not only possible, but desirable. That there was a tough but doable future beyond a diagnosis, and that you could live unapologetically and survive it. Do I live as she did? No, because we're vastly different people. But that doesn't mean I didn't learn many valuable lessons from her. I also learned that, if you're going to be a woman and be brash and outspoken and give absolutely no fucks about what people think, then most of the media are only going to treat you nicely after you're dead (if you're famous, that is).

I'm also probably going to cry all the way through Episode VIII. RIP, Carrie, and thank you for everything you did for generations of girls.

mousme: A view of a woman's legs from behind, wearing knee-high rainbow socks. The rest of the picture is black and white. (Always Summer)
Warning: contains harm to an animal done by another animal )

In other news, everyone is dying this year. Brian Bedford, Alan Rickman, David Bowie, Prince, Mohamed Ali, Gene Wilder, Florence Henderson, Anton Yelchin, John Glenn, Alan Thicke, Zsa Zsa Gabor, and now George Michael. I'm sure I've forgotten a bunch. Not to mention Carrie Fisher's massive heart attack, from which no one is sure she'll recover. Though if anyone can give 2016 the finger, it's our General.

Someone on Twitter summed up this year nicely:
Uncheerful thoughts about 2017 )On the plus side, so far Christmas has been kind to me. I've put up a tree, which the cats, weirdly, are ignoring entirely. Clearly, Christmas ornaments just aren't as interesting as live mice. It was a bit of an adventure, as first of all the place I went to no longer had any small trees, so I am now boasting an eight-foot tree, which I had to cut down a bit because my ceilings are not high enough to accommodate eight feet of tree plus a stand. I have a special stand that I bought years ago at Canadian Tire, which balances your tree by itself so that perpetually single people like me can put up a tree on their own. It still works well after all these years, and after being left outside for two years in the rain and the snow (because I'm a careless person, sometimes).

Second, I had trouble with the tree lights. I bought a second strand (because eight foot tree), and wound it first around the tree. I was talking to my mother on the phone, and accidentally unplugged the power supply while I was trying to light the strand. Oops. Then when I got her back on the line I dropped the phone again, so we decided to call it there rather than invite further problems.

That's when I discovered that my first strand had a neutral prong that was bigger than the hot prong (which is how most are made these days), while the new strand had equal sized prongs, which made them incompatible. No worries, I thought, I would simply switch them around and plus the new strand into the old strand instead of vice versa. No dice. The old strand only had half the lights working. Since these are LED strands, I don't think it's a question of one light being burnt out (the way they used to: I have memories of exasperatedly switching out one bulb after the other to determine which was the defective one, and sometimes it was two bulbs and then you were screwed), so I had to go out and get more strands. I got two to be on the safe side, so now I have a very lit tree. No complaints, tbh. I didn't even have to use the extension cord I got.
mousme: A view of a woman's legs from behind, wearing knee-high rainbow socks. The rest of the picture is black and white. (Virtual Timbits!)
It's my birthday!

Capricornucopia isn't until the end of the month, due to scheduling conflicts. I feel oddly un-birthdayish this year, in the same way I felt un-Christmasish as well. I think it was mainly the fact that there was no snow going into the holidays. I usually ride the holiday high right into my birthday, and that didn't happen this year.

On the plus side, I'm 37 years old today! It feels a little weird. Somehow, I never really pictured myself past the age of 35, so I'm now in that grey-foggy area of my life that I never thought about, and I'm not sure what to do with it. I'm currently torn between two courses of action, so that's not helping. I think once I've made a decision about it all, things will settle down. Overall, I'm really enjoying this period of my life, so no complaints.

I know I said something about resolutions in a previous post, and I may try to post those later today, if there's time. I have to take Sergent and Octavia to the vet (her for shots, him for bloodwork and such), and I'd like to take myself to see Star Wars afterward, if I can, as a birthday present to myself. We shall see. I haven't seen a movie in the theatres since I went to see Avengers back in... July? I think? Maybe it was August, I can't remember.
mousme: A view of a woman's legs from behind, wearing knee-high rainbow socks. The rest of the picture is black and white. (Random Sentences)
If there is one, I should be lighting a candle. Or at least, thinking about lighting a candle and then deciding to do it later. ;)

I got only one thing done today. Okay, no, more than one. But not nearly as many of the things as I wanted to get done.

I did go and get seed starting soil, and I shoveled the front and the back, which were in sore need of it. The front wasn't so bad, because I've been mostly keeping it clear, but there was another heavy snowfall since the last time I cleared a path to the shed out back, so that took some work. I'm hoping that by tomorrow the temperature will melt more of the remaining snow.

I'm a little frustrated with myself and my lack of progress here. I really want to start organizing the place properly, and I lack the time, money and energy to do any of it. I have a vague idea in mind, and it involves lots of various kinds of shelving. It's all going to have to wait until I'm back from Halifax, and the shed-organizing I want to do will have to wait until all the snow melts. There is no way I am lugging disassembled shelving through the snow and assembling it out there in the cold. There are limits to what I'm willing to do in the name of organization.

In the meantime, I've been keeping a vague eye out for some of that wire shelving that can be used to organize closets, but I haven't seen any. I'm hoping to find some later on.

That being said, I didn't get any cleaning or tidying done. The day is young, I know, but I'm tired and I don't feel like doing the rest.

I'm going to finish watching Star Wars instead. In a fit of pique because the FLVS didn't have the last two discs of BSG, I rented the trilogy instead. Maybe after that I'll be more motivated.

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