It's because I'm sick...
Nov. 8th, 2002 10:38 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
mousmeYeah, that must be it.
I've been having an off week, and I'm entirely sure it's because I've been sick, and especially now because I'm sick *and* haven't really eaten in over 48 hours. Hypoglycemia coupled with not being able to hold down real food sucks.
That's why I'm feeling crappy and oversensitive and unloved. Bah.
Nothing to do with reality, just body chemistry screwing me over. *checks something* Yep, took my meds. Thank goodness for small mercies. Otherwise I'd probably be a complete basket case.
I don't want to go to RC's Vampire game tomorrow. The only reason I'm going is because Poms is so damned enthusiastic. Even RC doesn't really sound like he wants to run it. He's blaming it on the "mild concussion" he sustained this week (still hasn't told us how, but a catty person would say that someone finally beat the tar out of him for being an asshole), but he's been lukewarm about it from the start.
To begin with, he wanted to run Deadlands, and it was only when everyone voted overwhelmingly in favour of Vampire that he conceded (we all remember the debacle that was the last Deadlands game, and none of us are eager to revisit that territory). Since then it's only been due to Poms' relentless emailing that anything at all has happened.
Maybe I'm just being a wuss about this. After all, I usually end up enjoying myself during these games, just not as much as I used to, and certainly not as much as in my other present games. Certainly it's nothing like Third Empire or the currently unnamed Mage campaign, or even Reparo.
I just don't care enough to actually plan things ahead of time or to think about character motivation, or even to keep track of where my character sheet is (I think George ate it, personally).
Meh. I think I'll go to bed. See how I feel in the morning. In any event, RC might be cancelling the game tomorrow because of his concussion anyway.
Heh. Maybe Arthur kicked *him* down the stairs... ^_-
I've been having an off week, and I'm entirely sure it's because I've been sick, and especially now because I'm sick *and* haven't really eaten in over 48 hours. Hypoglycemia coupled with not being able to hold down real food sucks.
That's why I'm feeling crappy and oversensitive and unloved. Bah.
Nothing to do with reality, just body chemistry screwing me over. *checks something* Yep, took my meds. Thank goodness for small mercies. Otherwise I'd probably be a complete basket case.
I don't want to go to RC's Vampire game tomorrow. The only reason I'm going is because Poms is so damned enthusiastic. Even RC doesn't really sound like he wants to run it. He's blaming it on the "mild concussion" he sustained this week (still hasn't told us how, but a catty person would say that someone finally beat the tar out of him for being an asshole), but he's been lukewarm about it from the start.
To begin with, he wanted to run Deadlands, and it was only when everyone voted overwhelmingly in favour of Vampire that he conceded (we all remember the debacle that was the last Deadlands game, and none of us are eager to revisit that territory). Since then it's only been due to Poms' relentless emailing that anything at all has happened.
Maybe I'm just being a wuss about this. After all, I usually end up enjoying myself during these games, just not as much as I used to, and certainly not as much as in my other present games. Certainly it's nothing like Third Empire or the currently unnamed Mage campaign, or even Reparo.
I just don't care enough to actually plan things ahead of time or to think about character motivation, or even to keep track of where my character sheet is (I think George ate it, personally).
Meh. I think I'll go to bed. See how I feel in the morning. In any event, RC might be cancelling the game tomorrow because of his concussion anyway.
Heh. Maybe Arthur kicked *him* down the stairs... ^_-
