But occasionally I do feel the lack of a home filled with family and friends, quite keenly. It's a gnawing, aching void, and there are moments when I wonder if it isn't going to tear me apart.
I've tried to accomplish this here. We've accomplished a lot since A and I got together: 2002-married, 2003-child, 2004-house, 2006-another child... Something happened in 2005, I can't remember what. But the goal, of a decent house, plot of land, friends close by isn't really possible here. Something short of it? Yes, of course. The goal is our own business for at least one of us in space in Vermont.
I am blessed, but I still feel the pull towards the next step. I'm glad for you that you have friends you can go visit. When we have space you'll be welcome to come down to see us too. But I wish for you the situation you desire with all good wishes.
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Date: 2007-03-08 04:21 pm (UTC)I've tried to accomplish this here. We've accomplished a lot since A and I got together: 2002-married, 2003-child, 2004-house, 2006-another child... Something happened in 2005, I can't remember what. But the goal, of a decent house, plot of land, friends close by isn't really possible here. Something short of it? Yes, of course. The goal is our own business for at least one of us in space in Vermont.
I am blessed, but I still feel the pull towards the next step. I'm glad for you that you have friends you can go visit. When we have space you'll be welcome to come down to see us too. But I wish for you the situation you desire with all good wishes.