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So much for not posting anything negative...
You know what? I would like if, for once, just once, life were easy.
Just maybe for a couple of weeks. Hell, I'd settle for a few days.
I would really like to not worry about money. I would like to not be affected by the weather. I would like to have a job land in my lap.I would like to have someone be in love with me. I would like to not have to take twelve pills a day. I would like the cats to feed themselves, the apartment to clean itself, the dishes to be magically done.
I would like to not have to work at holding myself together. To not have to pay attention to everything I do and say in case I accidentally kick someone else in the feelings because I'm feeling too crappy to notice what comes out of my mouth. I don't dare let myself be around people for more than a couple of hours when I'm like this, because I just don't trust myself to be civilized, and yet I can't afford to stay by myself all the time either.
*kicks the wall*
All right. Whingeing over. Feel free to go back to your lives now.
Just maybe for a couple of weeks. Hell, I'd settle for a few days.
I would really like to not worry about money. I would like to not be affected by the weather. I would like to have a job land in my lap.
I would like to not have to work at holding myself together. To not have to pay attention to everything I do and say in case I accidentally kick someone else in the feelings because I'm feeling too crappy to notice what comes out of my mouth. I don't dare let myself be around people for more than a couple of hours when I'm like this, because I just don't trust myself to be civilized, and yet I can't afford to stay by myself all the time either.
*kicks the wall*
All right. Whingeing over. Feel free to go back to your lives now.