Don't mind me while I cry

[mousme]

So much for that.

I can't believe I dropped the ball like this, but it's just like me to do something completely brainless and stupid and ruin what was probably going to be one of the most fun events of my summer.

What with my computer getting mangled, and running around trying to get it fixed and worrying about getting a job, I completely forgot to sign up for Bigfoot, and now there's no room left on Japan's team. So if I go I'd have to play against fearsclave and everyone else, and that would suck.

Fuck.

I'm going to go to bed and feel sorry for myself and cry now.

Comments

[vureoelt.livejournal.com]

... I guess you can go and chat/cheer them or something... not the same really, but, *shrugs*. This kind of thing happens to everyone, though, so I think you might being a bit unfair to yourself, given the circumstances. *hugs*

[dejaspirit.livejournal.com]

Maybe this is fate intervening and saying that you must splatter fearsclave with a paintball. Yes. Perhaps there is a bright side to this. It could be fun.... You could hunt them all down one by one and make a rainbow.

*pets*

[djs-specs.livejournal.com]

*hugs tightly*

I could say 'well that happens', but I suspect that'd be of little comfort. Perhaps you should take msscribe's point of view and go anyway to see how many of them you can pick off before they get you. You never know, a bit of mock guerilla warfare on your friends could be fun...

[angelovernh.livejournal.com]

I have truly NO Idea what you're talking about and what Bigfoot is/was.. but I know you're very upset about it.. {{{{{{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}}}}}

I think you should still do it

[ajpursell.livejournal.com]

Go all lone wolf and rambo like. The rogue paintballer, the ace in the hole.

Or:

Join the other team. Be all smile and back-slappy and make jokes about giving them tips on fearsclave and crew and then walk that team into a trap.

Or:

Realize that self-pity is for the weak and that if you can't beat them, you will destroy them and join another team and revel in the destruction and choas and hurt feelings and betrayal.

If you nail gr33n (should he be involved) I'll pay your entrance fee for next year.