Um, hey. So, I get the picture that three months of well laid plans and trying to cover the bases backfired big time on you, through no fault of your own, just unpleasant/idiotic people. That sucks... I hate it when you put tons of effort into something and then it explodes in your face. It only takes one person to ruin it for everybody. I can think of a number of things which happened to me recently that qualify, but this is you-space, not me-space. So, um, you ok? I'm half tempted to call you, except that I suspect you've gone to bed already plus I can only imagine that the sound of a ringing phone is unpleasant by ingrained reflex. So, if you want, give me a call and I'll distract you or something.